Chapter two - The deal.

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                                                                       The next day.

Martina:

My phone wouldn't shut up, I couldn't bother even to look who kept calling me, but it was probably my dad.

Our last conversation didn't end well, he literally told me how he has lied to me my whole life, and he's the only person I ever trusted, entirely. My father kept apologizing and telling me how bad he felt about lying about my mom and who I am.

I kept yelling at him while I cried, and I couldn't stop.

I never cry, but last night, I couldn't stop crying.

I left in anger, slammed the door, and walked up to my room and haven't left it since.

I am still lying in bed, and I am still crying.

I don't understand why my father would do this to me, for as long as I can remember, he has been all I had, and now I feel like I have lost everything.

I feel lost and all alone.

I'm not sure what I should do or how I should move on from this. My father has been hidden so many things from me; He always said that my mother didn't love us and that she didn't want to see me and yet I always hoped she would walk in of the door but, she never did, and it broke me when I was a child.

There were so many times I needed my mom, and she wasn't there, my father held me while he told me she didn't want me.

And besides that, I'm a fucking princess?! How is that even possible? But there is one thing I do know, and that I can't be a princess; I'm everything else than that.

My father has been sitting outside my room the whole night, and he's still there, trying to convince me to lock the door up a few times and keep telling me how sorry he is.I don't want to hear it because nothing can make up for all the lies he has told, and hide who I am from me.

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Kol:

While sitting in the plane and looking out of the window, I couldn't stop thinking about how upset Amara got when I had to leave.
Amara screamed my name. She cried and wouldn't let go of me. She was holding my leg, in hope on I wouldn't leave her. Amara always acted this way when I had to travel, and I hated seeing her like this.
I try to take her with me as often as I can, but sometimes, Amara has to stay at home, and this time was one of those times.
Amara thinks that Davina hates her, but I'm sure that's not the case, I believe Davina just has some bonding issues with Amara, but I hope it will change soon because with my job I have to travel a lot, and I don't want to feel like I'm the worst dad in the world.

Amara couldn't come with me because I don't know what to expect, but my sister is living in Fallsdale, so I'm going to stay with her while helping Shella. I'm not sure what Shella needs my help with, but just that, Athena died, and Shella found her granddaughter.
I'm curious about what she wants me to do though.
It could be to help her granddaughter to act more formal. Not everyone is very structured when it comes to behavior and actions.
I come from the right family with discipline, correct behavior, and general formel actions.
My parents have always been stringent on my sister and me. I won't say we had a bad childhood because my parents have given us everything we ever asked for and did what they thought was best for us.

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