So I have bad habits that I need to break, so I have bad humour that needs correcting sometimes especially when I end up on the awkward end of things. Have you ever felt like at a gathering that you've ended up on both ends of the spectrum of all who are there, so that when you do come through you're haggard from sussing out the floor out that you just wanna ...
.... got 50C playing the background so I'm really feeling myself ....
lax back and ask at the world about life. The world will do nothing for you, wanting that air of peace and that lifetime freedom comes with conditions with the world.
So rather being so confident in your own self that when it comes down to it.. you could almost feel out of place, its almost like if you were to turn around from brushing your teeth and your suddenly in a formal gathering and your first thought is 'what the heck is happening here'.
Being you in the bedroom is different, you are you in private, so be sure to dress in courage and be ready to grow. Nothing almost feels worst than going to some place where you're meeting up with others and you feel like you didn't achieve any goals you had set for yourself before getting there, like make some friends, learn everyones name, introduce yourself to more people..
Is this immaturity or procrastination?.
If its either.. Be smart, Be brave. Pummel the competition.
Whilst trying to be humble. Because don't tell me you haven't gotten annoyed at overly cocky person or people. Though... thats where the solution comes in.
Accept that you need to accept that you are not defeated but you can't compromise yourself to be the better you, if you don't make a move.
If you can't accept who you are then don't expect others too. (worst case scenario we don't want people to embrace someone who pulls a front to stick with others, be true to you and real to who you are so you can be your realest you). I would love to grow more abundantly just so I can be shelter for those who need it for that moment, those who need a hand up I got one to lend.
Those who needs friends I'm here but I'm a shy bun as I put it, I wanna reach out. Coming out of the safety of your comfort zone looks like this. Everyone is around you supporting you, but your small curious heart in its unguarded state will see things as this, that some things is out to get you, and even I've had those times where I waltz out of the comfort zone, I hate that after that same comfort zone comes to find me, like NO!!
You are your greatest challenge but you are also your greatest asset. Believe in yourself. Because I'm rooting for you. Don't let this world fashion you into anything you ain't because when the Lord comes and your stripped in the holy presence of righteousness and truth that is Jesus, what is gonna be left?
Your choices matter. Your decision matters.
You matter.
oxooo I love you, amen.
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