Jacob POV 💝:
When we entered her room and look through her closet she begins to look genuinely worried.
"Jake what if they don't like me."
"Kitten calm down they will I promise," her cheeks flair right when I say kitten.
We start to rummage through her closet and man woah this girl has some HOT outfits. I grab a handful of good clothes and usher her to try them on. One after the other she looks stunning, but I slowly notice her crumbling we finally pick one and she looks absolutely gorgeous. It was a daisy tiny top (or whatever you call those things) and some acid wash short shots with some converse.
"Jake are you sure this is okay, I don't want to seem like a slut."
"Chill kitten I swear that you look great."
She looks at the floor and now I'm just confused, what's wrong with her.
"Kat, what's wrong?"
"Jake I don't want to lose you, if I tell you this you might leave me just like everyone else."
Tears start forming in her baby blue eyes and my heart shatters. "Kitten tell me what's wrong and I can try to make it better."
"Jake I have anxiety really bad , I also have PTSD, and a slight case of schizophrenia."
Oh my dear lord I am speechless. I finally find my voice and say,"Kat look at me," I tilt her chin up and gather her in my arms,"I swear I won't leave you we all have issues and every little new and old thing I find out about you makes me love you more."
I JUST SAID LOVE
OH NO IM SCREWED.
KAT POV 😻:
He just said love. I can't fall in love with him, I can't do this to myself all over again. I slowly crumble to the floor and cry tears of sadness and anger and everything.Questions start racing through my head.
What if I scare him away?
What if I have an anxiety attack??
WHAT IF MY SCHIZOPHRENIA GETS IN THE WAY???
I start to shake and my body is on fire.Oh god now all my questions will be answered right this very minute.
JACOB (again)💝:
She starts to shake and starts to murmur incoherent words. Then the murmurs turn to screams and she keeps saying,"Please,Please STOP!!!"
I don't know what to do so I grab her and place her in my lap and I remember when my friend would have these attacks and all it would take is some type of human emotional or physical contact. I would always slap him, but she is a girl so I can't do that. She is screaming and crying and I have to think fast so I bring my lips to her rosy red ones and peck them and them I start to pack her whole face.
The screams start to subside and she is relatively calm now. During the whole "calming process" I'm pretty sure she passed out I slowly lift her off of the ground and put her on the bed and I remember promising her I wouldn't leave so I lye with her.
The selfish part of me knows I'm doing this not only for her, but me. With that little thought I go to sleep with Kat right next to me and I suddenly feel complete.
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Teen FictionJake was the epitome of a jerk and Kat was everything he was not. Jake had the biggest ego and Kat was so humble that it made her even more beautiful. The only thing those two shared in common was a gruesome day and 2 dead parents. 2 years ago: We...
