*that is Kat*
Kat POV 🍭:
I walk away from Jake and my heart is pumping so fast. I decide that screw sixth and seventh period. I start walking home and along with all the screwed up things I realized that I wouldn't go with Jake tonight I would sleep alone witch means I won't sleeps at all.
The walk home was cold and frigid. When I finally got home I opened the door and loneliness overtakes me I run to my room and collapse on my bed. I finally start to sob, and it scares me more than anything bc/ u haven't cried like this ever since I was 10. Sobs rack my body, and my shoulders heave and in all 17 years of my life I have never felt so alone.
Why couldn't he just trust me. I trusted him and it doesn't make sense , I mean is something wrong with me? Did I do something to make him not want to trust me? Maybe he never trusted me in the beginning.
As my thought ramble on I suddenly hear tapping on my window. I crane my neck to see who could be up at this hour, and my heart stops bc/ I see the boy I knew so long ago. My heart aches bc/ I just want him to hold me.
I open the window and he lets out a long ragged breath. His eyes are red from tears and his breath smells of alcohol.
"Jake," I say only above a whisper.
"Kitten I'm sorry, I know I didn't let you in its only bc/ I've had my heart broken so many times," my heart clenches at the sight of this slurring boy.
"Come here Jake," I open my arms for him. He gladly come into my welcome arms and sighs.
"I feel a little sick."
I rush him to the bathroom and now he is on the bathroom floor emptying out the contents into the porcelain bowl. After he finishes I grab a spare toothbrush and he quickly cleans hie mouth.
He sways back and forth and I say, "Let's get you changed out of those clothes, love." I was glad he wouldn't remember this bc/ I just called him love , I can't help it I mean I'm from England.
I pull out some of the clothes he left from the last time he stayed and helped him out of his shirt. When the shirt was off I gasped not because he had a 6 pack (even though he does) I gasped bc/ of the long ragged scars that were still angry red that were lined across his chest.
I slowly ran my finger against them, hoping it didn't hurt.
"What happened, love."
"Dad always had a temper problem, but around me it always seemed to act up."
"Oh, Jake come on it's been a long night and your going to wake up to a killer hangover."
He nodded and made his way to the bed. He lied next to me and right before I close my eyes he places a butterfly of a kiss across my neck.
JAKE POV 😍:
Ughhf my head is killing me what the hell happened. I look to my right and see Kat in only a big tea shirt that's ridden up all the way to her thighs. My breath hitches and I immediately look away. She stirs beside me OH SHIT I woke her up.
"Jake," she wispers
"I'm sorry kitten, I'm so sorry," for some odd reason I coo that words as if it were a mantra.
An odd expressions passes between her eyes but as soon as it comes it leaves to fast for me to decipher.
"Jake just let me in for once in your like just allow someone in. I can heal your heart just give me a chance, I'm just as broken as you."
The last sentence comes only above a whisper and I know deep inside I hurt her, I hurt her real bad.
"Kitten give me time, one day you'll see all of me and then you'll leave. I can't lose you now, we need eachother, I need you."
"Jake I will never leave you. I have been let down so many times and I will not let you down. I've already let myself down, I mean look at me I DIDNT EVEN CRY AT MY OWN DAMN PARENTS FUNERAL."
"Me neither," I saw so low I didn't think she heard. She turns to look at me and I see all the emotion dash through her eyes, sadness, anger, scared, love, and something even more shocking ... lust. My heart skips a beat I EFFING KNOW HOW GIRLY THAT SOUND, anyways I can't help but want her to like me, I want to kiss her the way I kissed her last night.
All the memories come back of last night. I was so wasted, and even when I was a complete douche bag she helped me.
"Kitten you took care of me," I said more of a question and mess like a statement.
"Yes I did."
"You shouldn't have," I see the hurt flash across her eyes, but I have to remind myself that she can't take care of me bc/ one day she will leave and I can't let her break my heart, not again.
KAT(again)😍🍭:
As soon as the words left his lips they registered clearly. I let my guard down and this is what it's gets me. I should have known that this ungrateful boy wouldn't care, he's the same boy from the begging of the year who called you stupid. I sigh and my phone pings I look down and it's a text that say:
146-789-4444 unknown #
Hey Katty it's Connor i was just wondering if you want to go somewhere right now I'm sooo bored txt me sooo
Xxxxx~C
The little x's were a sweet touch not as sweet if Jake did it my so called inner self said.
OMG that is exactly wat I need pick me up around 5-6 let me get dressed and I will see you soon ;) ~K
I click send and remind myself that even if I only see him as a friend now things can change, he may actually me good for me. Jake is like an intoxicating drug he's not good for you but you can't help but want more.
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Also I am separating this chapter in two so you guys get a pic of the outfit some of you told me you liked that as a personal touch....
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Fiksi RemajaJake was the epitome of a jerk and Kat was everything he was not. Jake had the biggest ego and Kat was so humble that it made her even more beautiful. The only thing those two shared in common was a gruesome day and 2 dead parents. 2 years ago: We...
