Sk8ter Boi (Zarbruh)

Chapter 7

Sophi^^

Troy leaves today. After our fight last night
I wrecked my whole room and fell asleep on the floor. Now I was picking everything up. I was really sad though I didnt want to do anything. I just want to be friends with Troy. And I cant hide my feelings with him. He makes me feel safe. But he said he likes me. But then right before that he said he wanted to fuck meaninglessly. I dont understand him. But now he was gonna be gone for 3 months. Maybe we needed this to happen. Because he'll leave and then when he comes back we can go back to how it used to be. Bit hes not gonna be here for school, either. Ugh. I went over to my bed and laid down. I only picked up like 2 things.  It was now 11 am. Troy probably left by now. I went on my phone and decided to call Alex.

"Hey Sophi. What's up?" Alex and her happy self said. It kind of disgusted me.

"Oh um nothing I just-well we haven't hung out in a while." I said. I just wanted to talk with her.

"Oh.... well I'm kind of busy right now.... maybe later?" She said. My heart sunk. Now even my best friend didnt want to hang out with me. I mean I was kind of rude to her when she drove me home.

"Oh.. um okay.. yeah later sounds good." I mumbled. "Bye." Then I hung up. I think I'm just gonna go back to sleep. I laid down and started crying. I dont know why but I just let it all all out. I cried about Troy, about school, about Alex, about everything. Then my eyes slowly drifted shut.

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Troys p.o.v

I woke up and immediately and worried about Sophi. I haven't let her sleep alone since that night. I'm such a asshole. I ran my hands through my hair and then got up. I thought about going to her house and make up with her. Or just say goodbye. I mean I'm leaving for 3 months. I dont know how I'm gonna live without her. I did really like her, but I want to have sex with her really bad too. Wow. I'm a dick. I decided to drive over to her house. It was 11:30 my flight left at 3. I got there and went to her room. I opened the door. My eyes widened. Her room was trashed. Everything was off her desk and on the floor. Then I walked more in stepping over the things on the floor. Then I saw our picture from the movies. It was ripped up. I looked over at her. She was curled up. I hate myself. I made her do this. I sat on her bed and moved her hair put of her face. He pillow was damp and her eyes were puffy and looked red. She still looked beautiful. Her lips were slightly parted. She was so pretty. Dammit. I cant believe I pulled away from her last night and made her fall. I hurt her. I shook her shoulder lightly.

"Sophi.." I whispered. She stirred awake her long eyelashes blinked. Then I saw her blue eyes. She gasped.

"What are you doing h-here?" She looked me in the eye. Her bright blue eyes looked sad and hurt. I just leaned in and hugged her. She was super tense.

"I'm so sorry Sophi... I'm a asshole." I said. I felt her hug me back and shake. She was crying. "I didnt want to hurt you. I know I'm confusing and I'm a dick.... I dont deserve you." I said into her neck. She was still crying. I pulled back and grabbed her shoulders. She looked down. I grabbed her chin. Then her eyes met mine. She looked like she was in pain. "Sophi please forgive me. I'm sorry." I begged. She didnt say anything. Her eyes watered more.

"Troy.... I cant just- i cant forgive you. You hurt me." She whispered. My heart dropped.  "I want to but I think that it's a good thing you're leaving."

"What?" I said surprised.

"Troy we need time apart. We are obviously not getting along right now. And I mean we only met like 4 months ago." She sighed. Then she thought about something. She threw her arms up. "Like I dont even know you're favorite color, or you're favorite anything. We aren't even close at all." She laughed. My heart hurt.

"Well I do have to go. My flights at 3." I sighed. She nodded. Then we kind of just stared at each other. I wanted to kiss those lips one last time, before I left. I need to.

"Sophi... can I kiss you? Please just once before i go?" I asked. Her eyes widened. She didnt say anything. I gave her pleading eyes. Then she nodded. I grinned and leaned in. Then our lips met. God I love this. I love the feeling of her lips on mine. She moved her lips with mine. I swiped my tounge on her bottom lip asking for entrance. She granted it. Her hands were in my hair. My hands were at her waist. I know this was a bad idea but I slowly pushed her down and moved on top of her. She didnt say anything. So I continued to kiss her.

Sophi's  p.o.v

He pushed me down and got on top of me. I should stop him but I couldnt. He moved down to my neck and gave me kisses there. Then be found my sweet spot. I gasped and I felt him grin. He sucked harder causing me to softly moan. Then he moved back up and kissed my lips. I could feel his boner through his pants. I wanted to go farther but my brain told me not to. But it felt so.. right. You see I'm a virgin. My dad may have touched me but he never stuck anything in anywhere. Troy had moved back down to my neck. Should I continue? God I wanted to. But then that would defeat the whole purpose of me even telling him what I told him. It doesn't have to mean  anything. I groaned. No. I'm not going to do anything. Then I felt Troy's fingers at my shorts. I gasped. Flashbacks from my dad started to come into mind. No! I'm not gonna let him ruin anything. I pushed Troy's hand closer. He stopped kissing me. I looked at him.

"But I-I thought you didnt want-" he started to say.

"Shh." I said. I took his hand up to my mouth and put his fingers in my mouth. He stared me in the eye. I stared right back. I felt his boner grow stronger. Then I took his finger and put them on my heat. I gasped. Wow.

"S-sophi are you sure... i mean you just screamed at me-"

"Troy I dont care. You just wanted a meaningless fuck... let's do it." I said confidently. I honestly didnt care anymore. "Then you can leave.... or we dont have to and you can leave with that huge boner in your pants...doesn't matter to me." He looked down at his cock. Then back up at me. I smiled and he smirked. He leaned back to kiss me.

Wow ummm.... I suck at writing like I'm so stuck right now it doesn't even make any sense. Ugh fml
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       Angelina ♡