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Figures

You say sorry once and you think it's enough
I got a lineup of girls and a lineup of guys
Begging for me just to give 'em a try
Figures
Figures| Jessie Reyes

Dream
"Kani give her the candy back and stop being bad." Damia said over the FaceTime call. I was currently in the mall buying more make-up to cake up on my face.

"He is so bad." I laughed picking up some foundation.

"He really is. He be bullying poor 'Loni and I'm going to knock his lil fat headed ass out." she said setting the phone up.

"You think I should have Mom beat up Dorothy?" I asked ringing out.

Of course, that night, we got into an argument because of what I said about his mother but nothing was said about the way she talked about me.

"Barney better stop playing with you before I beat her ass myself." she said sitting at her vanity.

"He was really on my back about what I said about her, but nothing came out his mouth about the way she was talking about me. I dont know what she thought this was. Think I'm about to sit there and take all that crap that she was talking. Like lady, you'll really get jumped out here." I said thanking the cashier before leaving Sephora.

"Talking about Toni showed her the video, I got so many videos of Toni in my phone, from sucking dick to getting a train ran on her. I have been waiting on the lil bitch to try me. I will show Dorothy old ass that, then she will have something to talk about. I don't know why people play with you knowing I'm crazy." she ranted.

She doesn't even know.

"Bro, I'll expose it all. Toni isn't so innocent and I know Kobe know about it. He damn near know about everything that happens on the streets." I said getting in my car.

"Hell yeah he know. I wouldn't even want that bitch to be my sister anymore. I'll disown that nasty STD having bitch with the quickness." she said seriously making me laugh.

"I wouldn't want to be apart of that weird ass family no way." I said strapping myself in.

"Hell nah. I would kill myself. You coming over here today? Mom wants to see you. She swear up and down that she ain't seen you in a damn year." she said playfully rolling her eyes.

"You know that she is beyond dramatic. But, yes, I plan on coming over there today. I have to drop this stuff off over Kobe's house though, but I'll be over there." I said putting on some lip gloss.

"Okay see you then." she said blowing me a kiss and I did the same before she hung up causing Eastside by Benny Blanco, Khalid and Halsey to continue playing.

"Out of all the songs."I mumbled getting a small flash back to the last time that I was happy with Lucas, when I was genuinely happy.

"Seventeen and we got dream to have a family, a house, and everything in between, and then, oh, suddenly we turned twenty-three now we got pressure for taking our life more seriously." I sang dancing in my seat as he hummed the song with me.

I shook off the sad feeling and changed the song. I pulled out the parking lot with Slide by H.E.R and YG.

I was going to be able to put the make-up on my dresser in peace since Kobe was at work around this time. Every since my birthday and the day after that, when I got into it with Dorothy, we haven't been arguing and it seemed as if things were going back to how everything was before that night.

I mean, I was in the wrong for dancing on those dudes like that knowing that I had a man at home, that really made Kobe look bad. But he didn't have to put his hands on me. That was really uncalled for.

I pulled up to the house after around 15 minutes later and hopped out the car before going in the house. I sat my keys down on the counter before grabbing a bottle of water.

"Fuck." I heard a female moan lightly causing me to stop what I was doing.

"Please, God, let Toni be having sex in this man house so Dorothy could talk about this." I said before going and slowly making my way down the hall. "And in his room? This girl is disgusting."

"You like that?" Kobe asked making my heart drop.

Hitting me and cheating on me? Oh yeah I'm out.

I opened the master bedroom door causing the mystery girl to look at me. Her face rung a bell but I couldn't remember from where.

"Dream what the fuck?!" he yelled pushing her off of him.

"I'll just get my stuff and go." I said knocking all my stuff off the dresser into the Sephora bad not caring if I broke anything.

"Get the fuck out." he said to the girl.

"You don't have to leave." I told her. "I'm leaving, he hits girls though, I wouldn't stay if I was you. He has a bitch as a mother and a hoe as a sister. Oh and he cheats too. Hints to why I'm leaving." I said shrugging him off when he tried to grab me.

"Dream man-" he started but I cut him off by slamming the room door as I exited the room. I quickly grabbed my keys and left before he could make it from the back of the house.

I'm done.

I couldn't go to the house with the girls with all my stuff because I didn't want them to know what was going on. This was beyond embarrassing. This was below me and everything that I stood for.
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"Yes?" I answered my phone tiredly.

"Kobe came over here looking for you. Where you at?" Kayla asked with worry laced in her voice.

"My hide out." I said referring to the loft I had for when I wanted to be by myself. "What did he say?"

"Oh tell somebody that then. You had us fucking scared. You wasn't answering the phone and that isn't like you." she stressed.

I know

"I was sleep." I said yawning wanting to go back to sleep.

"He didn't say nothing but he asked did we see you and he had roses, you missed all the cute shit because you were sleep." she complained.

Typical

"Don't tell him where I am either. I need space. I'll talk to you later. Kisses." I said hanging up before she could respond. "Hey Siri, play NASA by Ariana Grande."

"Okay, now playing NASA by Ariana Grande." Siri said and the song began to play.

I wasn't even in the mood to go to sleep anymore. I got up and made my way into the kitchen singing along with Ariana as I pulled out some hamburger helper to make.

It felt good to be in my own space, having my own peace. My family wasn't always a bother but I would rather be at times. everything i wanted by Billie Eilish played lowly as I cooked my ground turkey. It was peaceful.

A knock on the door caused me to stop draining the meat. "I know this girl didn't come here." I said to myself before opening the door only to be met with a punch to the face followed by a kick to the side when I fell to the ground.

"You think you can leave me?" Kobe asked bending down to my level. "You fucking can't." he said pulling me by my hair from in front of the door before closing the door.

I quickly got up got up and ran to the back door only to be grabbed by my hair once again. "Let me go!" I screamed with tears rolling down my cheeks.

"You just a stupid bitch. Telling muthafuckers not to tell me where you at like I wouldn't hunt your muthafucking ass down." he said hitting me even more while still holding on to my hair. I tried to swing but none of my hits were connecting, it seemed as if it just made him even more angry.

I was beat and even raped. Every time he thought of me leaving him, he would beat me again. He even smashed my phone before tying me to the bed.

All in my peaceful place.
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my bby going through it😕
i hate it here.
WHERE TF IS LUCAS?!
how should kobe go down?
who is ole girl?
3 updates inna rowwww? imma catch y'all next week.

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