Last night I prayed on a fallen star That you never have a broken heart Though the world is cold, just remember who you are And I pray that you never have a rainy day And no matter what people say Even when it hurts it'll be okay A Mother's Prayer| K Michelle
Dream "It's time to push, Dream." the doctor said from between my legs. I couldn't believe this was happening, I was really about to have my baby.
"I don't think I'm ready. I need another hour." I said shaking my head squeezing Lucas and Mom's hands and she shook her head.
"You're going to have this baby right now. Now we're going to have you start pushing okay? You'll push the whole time that I'm counting to ten." she said and I nodded.
She started counting and I started pushing and screaming because it literally felt like I was pushing a turd from my vagina that didn't want to come out.
"You're doing good." Mom coached.
"You look beautiful." Lucas said and I mugged him not wanting to hear his lies. I knew I looked a mess. I was sweating and I knew my hair was sticking to my face because I felt it.
"Your mom is right honey, you're doing a great job. I just need you to breathe and we can do it again."
I nodded and she started counting again. I pushed and pushed and pushed.
"I see a head honey! Come on give me one more big push!" she said and I screamed pushing as hard as I could and the bandy was out of me.
"He's gorgeous. Congratulations, on your beautiful baby body mama, you did great." she said showing him to me.
"Oh my." I said looking at him and she laid him on my chest for a few minutes while they looked at him and she then took him so that they could clean him up.
"Wow. He's so cute. You did so amazing. Welcome to mother hood." Mom said kissing my forehead.
"I'm surprised Lucas didn't pass out. I was kind of expecting that to happen." I laughed.
"But you threatened me not to let that happen so you know I had to listen." he said kissing me. "What are going to name him?"
I thought about it. "I was thinking about his name and I think you guys are going to laugh at me when I tell you."
"I won't laugh at you. I'm going to happy with whatever you name him."
"Yeah. No names are bad." Lucas said.
We hadn't really talked about names and Lucas basically told me that he was cool with whatever name I was coming up with. He really didn't care, he was just happy to be a dad.
That made me smile because at times he seemed more happy than me. It was times where I felt like I wasn't ready to welcome this baby into the world and he was right there and always made me feel wayyyyy better.
I always felt like I couldn't ask for a better support system. Finding out I was pregnant always made us feel better so the name I came up with just fit him. Perfectly.
"I'll let you know what his name is when the nurse comes back." I said and they nodded.
The nurse didn't take too long bringing him back. She laid him in my arms and I smiled looking down at him.
"So, parents, do we have a name for him yet or do we need more time?" the nurse asked looking at us.
"I have the name." I said adjusting him in my arms. "His name is Bless Destin Coly." I said and Mom and Lucas faces held the most biggest smiles in the world.
"That's absolutely beautiful ma."
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