Mentions of dysphoria and self loathing in this chapter.
The next morning I wake up sore and hurting. I slowly crawl my way out of bed and slowly make my way to the kitchen where I smell food cooking. Walking into the kitchen I mumble a good morning rubbing my eyes. Everyone wishes me a good morning back and I look at Kihyun who was cooking. "Is anyone using the shower yet? I need one." They all shake their head no and I jump into action as soon as I was given the all clear. I run to my room grab some clothes then head to the bathroom shutting and locking the door then I slowly start to peel my clothes off. Once my shirt and pants were off I frowned at the hard part. Staring at myself in the mirror I look at the tight black binder hiding my chest. I then slowly struggle to pull it off and set it aside. I stare at my feminine body in disgust then turn the water on and hop in closing my eyes so I don't see my disgusting body. No one knows I have a girl body except my brother Kyong and I want it to stay that way. I quickly get washed up then get out, dry myself off really well and get dressed struggling to put on my binder since I'm still a little wet. Once my clothes of a black t shirt and black basketball shorts is on I brush through my curly hair and put on a cap backwards then exit the bathroom. I head back into the kitchen to see just about everyone eating. Kihyun notices me and motions to the end of the table there a plate sitting there. I smile and sit down starting to eat. Once I finish I helped collect the plates and put them in the sink then we all head out to go to the studio and practice. We stayed there all day and night teaching me the choreography and moves but I don't complain because I'm determined to make it. I soon feel a sharp pain in my ribs though but I quickly ignored it. We soon sit down for a break and Minhyuk looks at me curiously. "Did you grow up in America? And do you have any siblings?" I smile and nod. "Yeah I grew up in America. And I have an older brother named Kyong." Soon the others start asking me questions I answering them honestly. "Did you ever have a girl back home?" I blush at that question from jooheon and mumble uncomfortably. "No." Hyunwoo gently smacks Jooheon's shoulder. "Your making him uncomfortable." I heard Jooheon mumble an apology and I say softly. "It's fine." I start playing with and adjusting my hat speaking up. "Why don't we practice more?" They nod and we quickly go back to practicing until the early hours of the morning.
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