Someone's someone (an I.M. Changkyun story ft showki)

Ch 9

It's been a couple of days since the hospital incident and I'm laying in bed staring up at the ceiling. It was two am and I can't sleep. I need another pain pill but I'm to lazy to get up and get it. Eventually I get up and open up my nightstand drawer taking out a single pain pill and take it with a glass of water. I then get up and sneak off to Changkyun's room tapping on his door. After a few minutes of tapping he opens the door then looks at me concerned. "Are you alright?" I nod and say softly. "I'm hurting and I wanted to talk about you finding out." He nods and moves aside letting me in. I rush over and jump on his bed leaning back against the headboard and cuddling one of his pillows. By now it's pretty normal for us to have our late night talks. Changkyun gets on the bed to and sits beside me. "So you know now. And I know you said your okay with it. With me. But it's hard to acknowledge that you accept me because I can't even accept myself." He looks over at me confused. "Look at me Changkyun. I'm a boy that has a female chest. Female parts. I hate it. I hate me." He frowns and says sternly. "Don't say that. Sure you may have the wrong parts but I think your very handsome and a good looking guy." I immediately blush and mumble. "No I'm not your just saying that." He gently makes me look at him. "I'm not just saying that Zion I mean it." I looked into his eyes and swallow nervously getting lost in them. I start to lean in then I realize what I was doing and I quickly pull away and clear my throat. "So I'm never gonna learn your choreography and everything at this rate." I hug the pillow against myself tighter and Changkyun nudges me smiling. "I know you'll catch up. Your a fast learner." I smile at him happily. "Thanks Changkyun. Now let's get some sleep." I put the pillow I was hugging down and laid my head on it. Changkyun laid down beside me and I suddenly realize something right there and now. I have feelings for Changkyun. Laying there wide eyed I think it over in many different scenarios. I stay there lying awake until the sun rises and I silently get up and head to the kitchen. I see Kihyun there cooking and I walk up sitting in a chair near him. I was still thinking everything over when Kihyun gets my attention. "I'm sorry Kihyun what were you saying?" He looks at me concerned. "I was wondering if you were okay." Sighing I look at him pitifully. "Can I get some advice hyung?" Blinking the older man nods. "Of course go ahead." I let out a breath and say softly. "I have feelings for Changkyun. And I don't know whether to tell him or keep it hidden from him." Kihyun blinks at me and says softly. "Definitely tell him. It's better to know the answer than keep it buried in your chest for years." I nod then notice that certain look in his eyes and smile. "So who's the special person?" Kihyun looks at me wide eyed and blushes before answering softly. "Hyunwoo." I immediately grin. "Just tell him hyung. I'm pretty sure he's not gonna reject you. Just dress up in a nice outfit take him out to dinner just you two and then admit your feelings." Kihyun smiles at me practically beaming "yeah! I'm gonna do that. Thanks Zion." I smile at him. "Of course. If you need any support I'm here." He nods and then Changkyun comes stumbling through the entryway rubbing his eyes and he sits beside me mumbling. "Why weren't you in bed?" I smile softly at him and gently start playing with his soft black hair. "I couldn't sleep so I came to talk with Kihyun." He looks up at me and I blush looking away. I start to concentrate on my breakfast and practically ignore Changkyun the entire breakfast. Playing with my napkin Jooheon captures my attention. "Found a girlfriend yet?" I immediately get angry and throw my napkin down snapping angrily. "I wish you would stop asking that! No I don't have a girlfriend you wanna know why? Because I'm gay!" I storm off angrily getting upset and I run to my room closing the door. Jumping onto my bed I buried my face into my pillow crying. I suddenly hear a knock on the door and yell out angrily. "Go away!" Its silent for a moment before I hear another round of knocks. "Zion it's Changkyun. Please let me in." I think about it for a second then call out softly. "Doors not locked you can come in." I hear footsteps and a door closing and locking. I hear him move closer and he lays beside me fully clothed. "Look don't worry about Jooheon. I'm sure he'll warm up to you soon." I look up at him pitifully.  "What if he doesn't though?" Changkyun nudges me. "He will." I suddenly look up and get lost in his eyes again. We both start leaning forward and next thing I know Changkyun's lips are pressed against mine. I make a soft noise of shock then I slowly kiss him back. After a moment we pull away and I mumble shyly. "What was that?" He looks at me shyly. "I really like you Zion. And I was wondering if you'd go out with me." Blinking I smile and nod eagerly. "I'd love to." He smiles and leans forward pecking my lips. "I'll come get you at 6." I smile like a fool and jump onto my bed giving out a tiny squeal of happiness. I check the clock and see that it's 4:30 pm. I quickly get up and start searching through my closet. I finally decided on black skinny jeans and a lose fitting black button up. I then go over to my mirror and pull out my eyeliner. I apply some and smile at my reflection but then notice my chest and poke at the two lumps on my chest.  I sit down trying not to cry. I hear a knock on my door and I run over opening it grinning when I see Changkyun there. "Ready to go?" He leads me outside and down the street. I follow him making sure I don't lose him. We stop at a restaurant where I was treated as if I was an angel. I had a smile on my face the whole time and ordered my food. Changkyun does the same and I say softly. "So are we gonna tell the others?" He looks thoughtful for a moment before answering. "No I think we could keep it secret from them for now." I nod and Changkyun gently takes my hand from across the table and I blush shyly. Once the food arrives we pull away and start eating happily. After dinner we take a walk around the park holding hands and talking. Once it starts getting dark we head back home Changkyun walking me to my room. I give him an appreciative smile then look around before giving him a quick kiss on the lips. He smiles at me and I smile back saying softly. "Goodnight Changkyun." He heads to his room and I walk into mine changing into pajamas and lay down immediately falling asleep.