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13|Movie Night

Dahyun's P.O.V

I can't believe what I'm doing right now. I've been laying next to Sana for what seems to be forever. The last time I let myself be dumb enough to actually get to know a girl, I promised myself that I would never do it again. They're all the same, they use you until they find something better. I promised myself that I will no longer be the one who is used, but the one who uses. I know that may seem a little harsh but it is for my own safety.

When I first layed down, I could feel this strange atmosphere. I don't know if it was awkwardness or what it was. Whatever it was I didn't like it one bit. The strange atmosphere settled there until she told me to scoot closer so I can see the computer screen.

"Dahyun, scoot over. You're so far away, at this rate you're only gonna be able to hear the movie."

"Umm, are you sure? I don't wanna intrude your personal space. I know how crabby you are when it comes to that." Oh damn, I probably shouldn't have said that.

"Uhh, excuse me?! Did you just call me crabby?!"

"Well, I mean...yeah, kinda, sort of...no?" I should really stop talking now.

"Wow. Unbelievable." Sana scoffed and faced the movie again, arms crossed at her chest.

I felt my heart clench at the sight. What is happening? My heart shouldn't be clenching, I shouldn't even care. Maybe it's the food I ate. My cholesterol levels might be high or something.

"Hey Sana. Are you mad at me?" No answer. She can't be serious. I huffed out some air.

"I'm gonna go get some more tea." I said as I got up and walked out the door. I can't believe we were literally just starting to get comfortable and I had to open my mouth and ruin it.

"Damn it, Kim. Why do you have to be such a dummy all the time." I mumbled as I leaned my head back.

"Whatever, I'll apologize if she doesn't forget about it later." Hopefully she does. I'm not so good at that whole apologizing thing.

I picked up the water kettle to and was in the middle of pouring it when the sound of a phone ringing scared the life out of me, causing me to drop the kettle and mug with a loud crash.
By the time I can back to my senses I felt a hot and burning sensation on the side of my leg.

"Ahh fuck." I not so quietly hissed.

"Dahyun are you ok?" I heard Sana ask from the room.

"Y-yeah, everything's all good."

"Are you sure? I heard a really loud- oh my goodness Dahyun. Are you ok?" Sana said as she ran towards me. Oh right, I forgot I was still on the floor.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I just got distracted and dropped the kettle...and spilled the tea...on my leg. Ahh shit that burns. Ouch."

"Did you burn yourself? Let me see it."

"Nah, I'm sure it's nothing. Probably will cool off right now. Just give it a minute." Sana sighed

"Look Dahyun, I know you might have a reputation to carry but this is not the time to argue with me just so you can save your 'hot ceo' label."

"Wait, can you repeat that? You think I'm hot?" I said while smirking.

Sana groaned and dragged her hand down her face. "Let me just see the burn." She said while smacking my hand away from my leg.

Sana softly lifted up the pant leg of my jeans, making sure to not touch anywhere it might sting.

"Ow, ow, ow." I tried holding in.

"Oh shit, sorry." Sana chuckled.

"It's fine. Just get it over with." Sana looked at me.

"Are you sure? What if you have a large burn or something?"

"I'm sure just lift it up. It's probably nothing anyways. I'm pretty strong, I can handle it." I told her while flexing.

Sana rolled her eyes. Suddenly, I felt a strong burning sensation, this time not just my leg, but I felt the pain course throughout my body. I can't wimp out and yell so I just decided to hold it in.

"God Dahyun. How much burning tea did you exactly spill on yourself? How can you be so clumsy?" Sana scolding was actually kind of intimidating yet I found it kind of hot.

"Where's your first aid?" She asked.

"In the bathroom under the counter. You'll see it right away." She just nodded as she got up and headed over to the bathroom.

I didn't really notice. I looked down at my leg and saw that almost a quarter of my shin was starting to turn a bright red and some parts of it was already starting to scar.

Sana came back waddling her way into the room with the kit in hand.

"I'm just gonna put some disinfectant and ointment to make sure it doesn't scar. Sorry if it burns."

I couldn't think straight. Sana sprayed the disinfectant onto the wound causing me to flinch.

"Sorry."

"It's fine, just keep going." Sana nodded.

As I watched her I noticed that she really tried her best to not hurt me. She was treating me as if I were a thin piece of paper, and if she made the slightest move she would tear me. I couldn't help but get lost in her movements. In her. It has been a long time since I've felt any thing other than physical attraction for a women and I'm afraid to go back now. Going back to my usual routine would lead me to losing her and I don't think I can handle that.

I could almost hear her steady breathing as she focused on the wound ahead of her. Once she finished spraying the disinfectant she started slowly caressing my wound with the ointment. I could feel myself tense up at her contact. I know she felt a little hesitant too, but nonetheless she kept going.

"Alright, you're all done." She said as she looked up and noticed me still staring at her. Our eyes got caught in each other's and I noticed that her eyes had a bit of a sparkle. A sparkle that I couldn't seem to look away from. Suddenly I felt myself leaning in closer to her. Wanting to see what her lips felt like against mine. We looked at each other's eyes for what felt like an eternity. I could feel her breath against my lips.

She was captivating. Captivating me. A small movement and our lips would be touching.

I can't. I can't do that. Not right now at least. She took her time to stay and care for me. I don't want her to keep thinking I'm just gonna use her. I can't use her.

I thought that I would stay this useless player forever but Sana changed that. I didn't realize it until now but I need her. I need her with me forever, not just until I get bored.

"Oh, okay. Thank you. You should probably go finish your movie. I'll head back once I clean this up." I told her as I stood up and grabbed the mop and broom.

Sana cleared her throat. "O-okay, I'll be in the room. Let me know if you need help with anything." She said as she walked into the bathroom to put the first aid kit away.

I waited for her to go back into the room. "I can't believe I almost kissed her." I told myself.

As much as I want to. I know I want her to be more than just a play toy. I hate to say it but I need to take her out on a proper date before I try anything that can scare her off.

I hate to say even more but, I think I'm starting to like Sana Minatozaki.

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