I don't know why I let you affect my emotions so much
So easily
Why am I like this?
I see you talking to your best friends all the time
How happy they make you
Those unique laughs and smiles
Your enthusiasm while talking to them
How conversation flows endlessly like a waterfall
And I just can't help but wish me and you could have that.
I wish we could talk so easily
I wish you would look forward to talking to me like you used to
I wish you still dedicated time for me so we could have "talky time"
I wish you meant those promises
Because now when you give the same promises
I don't feel excited
I don't feel like it's going to be fulfilled
But it's okay.
I saw an ig post talking about how long relationships require a lot of forgiveness
And it's true
And it hurts
But I'll be here til the end.
