Singer

4: Guilt

Quick Backtrack 1 week(Monday before Izu leaves)

Bakugo POV

I was sitting at my desk while the extras talked to each other. I noticed right away that Izuku wasn't in class. My mind went back to our 'conversation' on Friday.

His emotions

My emotions

His words

My guilt.

Did I cause so much harm that he doesn't want to be a hero anymore. 'God I suck. What the hell am I going to do now.' Once again their an ache in my heart. Why. I'm so confused, maybe I'm sick.
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Present time (Friday)

'Finally!' I think as I walk to school. 'Last day of school' This week has been tough; nothing to do at school and no Deku to be pestered by. I am starting to get worried he hasn't been to school all week. I asked the teachers about him and they said he was excused from the rest of the week due to personal reasons.

As I walked down the street towards my house I passed the Midoriya household. I stood there looking at the apartment complex but with a confused look. Where was auntie Inko car. I looked at my watch, 5:30, she should be home by now she gets off work at 5. 'Maybe she took a later shift' was what could be the best explanation. I continued home.

I opened the door to be greeted with the old hag in the kitchen. "Welcome home brat. Your father is in his study right now but we have some good news to tell you after dinner." That got me curious. My parents never have surprises for me much less anything exciting.

Time skip(after dinner)

We were all in the living room and my old man was trying to calm the old hags fidgeting excitement. "So brat as you know Izuku hasn't been to school for the past week." At the mention of Dekus name my interest in the news perked my interest, but I was also both curious and embarrassed by both the fact that they knew what happened to Deku and that they knew I was worried about where he went. I could feel my ears turn hot by my embarrassment. "Well he and your aunt have been packing and -" as she speaks I interrupt her "packing? For what where are they going? Why does packing take a week?" I start getting worried because I know only packing takes a week if they are going on a trip for a long time. "Katsuki don't interpret you mother. She was just going to tell you why." "Thank you dear. Well Izuku and his mother were pack and loaded up ther car today. They were over just an hour ago. We were also curious and Izuku told us to tell you that he got into IAS. Isn't that amazing! I knew that Izu loved to dance and sing but he got accepted into the most prestigious idol school in the world!" I sat there shocked. I could feel tears in my eyes. I never believed those saying that you realize your mistakes once the ones you hurt are gone. I realize that now. But I'm to late. I can't tell Izuku how I feel. I hurt him. Why does it have to be this way. Why. "Dear are you ok?" The old hag asked. She only doesn't call me brat when she's worried about me. I start crying "It's my fault dekus gone! He wanted to be a hero and I bullied him so much!" "Aww Kat it's ok. Even if Izu can't be a hero the way he wanted he is still accomplishing a dream. I mean he's going to be a famous idol! And if your worried about his hero dream why don't you complete it for him. Become a great hero for Izuku. Become number 1 and when you see him again tell him your sorry and how you feel." I look up at her with tears in my eyes. My thought is to sore from crying so I just nodded. 'I will see you again deku and when I do I'll be there you like how I originally promised when we were little.' I clutch my fist and go up to my room to workout and get ready for the entrance exams in a month.

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Aww Bakugo is in love and realized his mistake. Get ready for the next chapter when we meet the member of BTS!