BTS AMBW/INTERRACIAL IMAGINES

Love Letters pt.3

Y/N

Jimin and I have gotten really close. I didn't have to sit alone at lunch, because he always sat with me or we both sat in an empty classroom. I learned a lot of things about him and I also showed him my different sides of me. He was a really good friend to me, but the things that he sometimes did, made me fell in love with him.

We both would walk to school together and he would walk me home at the end of the day. I loved it, how he casually took my hand, whenever we would walk together. His little compliments here and there made my heart beat even more for him.

I definitely had a crush on him, but I'd never be able to tell him. I was too scared, that he might not feel the same for me and that I would destroy our friendship. So I just kept it to myself. It was hard, but it's better than not having him in my life at all.

But there was something that bothered me a lot. I didn't receive any baby blue letters anymore. At first I thought that the person may have forgotten, but it's been more than two weeks and I still didn't receive any baby blue letter. It made me kind of sad, because I loved every single letter and always put them in a small box, so I wouldn't lose them.

Opening the big doors, I quickly made my way to my locker. Jimin didn't walk with me today, because he had to come earlier. I opened my locker and immediately started searching for any letters. I couldn't find any, so I just closed my locker. I didn't think, that the person would ever send me any letters anymore.

"Why does my favorite girl look so sad?", Jimin asked now standing infront of me. I never told Jimin about the letters, because I just wanted to keep it to myself, but it was useless right now, since it seemed like I wouldn't get any letters anymore.

"I used to always get baby blue letters, that had really cute message, but I noticed the person stopped sending me letters. I guess they got bored or something, but I'm still greatful for all the letters that I received.", I explained, while we walked to our first class.

We sat down on our seats. I started putting my stuff out, when Jimin suddenly turned around.

"Y/N I have to tell y-" "Good morning class. Everyone take a seat.", the teacher entered the class and closed the door behind her.

"Park Jimin please turn around."

He turned around again and the lesson started.

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"Finally school is over.", I yawned, stretching myself. "Right? I don't know what I wo-", not paying attention to where he was walking, Jimin bumped into someone, causing his belongings to fall. The person didn't even bother to apologize, rude.

I helped jimin to pick up his stuff, when I found two baby blue letters on the floor. Not thinking much I picked them up and unfolded one of them.

My eyes grew big, as I noticed that the letter was the exact same letter that I had lost. The letters got snatched out of my hand. "Jimin why do you have this letter?", I was really confused. Did he find them somewhere? Did I drop it? But why didn't he give me the small paper earlier?

Jimin took a deep breath and looked down. "What is wrong?", I couldn't help but to be worried after I saw how nervous he was.

"Y/N.", he made a little pause before he continued, "I really wanted to tell you something the past days, heck even months, but I couldn't because I was too scared. But I-I think that I'm ready right now."

"The baby blue letters that you always received where from..me. I put them in your locker. I didn't know how to approach you, so I started writing the letters. Being the reason behind you're smile, really made me happy. I was happy whenever you were happy. I always wanted to defend you from Namjoon, but I'm sorry, that I was so scared. I didn't like to see you sad at all. You were really happy, when you read my first letter, so I decided to keep on writing letters for you." , I was speechless. My mouth hang wide open, but no words came out.

Of course it was Jimin. He always said the same things that were written on the letter. How didn't I noticed? I could hear my fast heartbeat. "You lost your letter and I found it on the floor. The reason why I didn't put any baby blue letters in your locker anymore...here read this",he handed me a letter and I unfold it.

Hey Y/N,

if you're reading this, than I have probably already confessed or I gave you the letter and run away. I really don't know where to start. Since the first day you entered the school hall and I first saw you, I couldn't help, but to want to get to know you. I really wanted to approach you, but you never liked to talk to anyone and I didn't want to make you uncomfortable. It was hard writing letters for you, without you knowing who I was.  Without you knowing who the person behind all of this was and what their reason was. I have had a crush on you for the longest time. I love that we have finally gotten closer, because I could finally get to know you, but it also got harder for me to write the letters. You know you... really make me happy though. I really love everything about you. From you're beautiful brown skin to your beautiful curls that always bounce. From you're funny personality to you're clumsy side. The way you're eyes always sparkle, when you get excited or when you talk about something that you like. In conclusion I REALLY like you.

- PARK JIMIN

"It's ok if you don't feel the same, but I hope we can still stay friends, because I don't want to lose you.", he looked down again, refusing to look at me, probably too sacred of what I was going to say. "Jimin please look at me."

I smiled as I took his face in my little hands. Jimin looked at me waiting for whatever, was going to leave my lips.

"I like you too." " See it's ok I knew i-wait what?", he looked at me in totally schock. "Y-You like me too?", I just nodded, laughing a little.

"Oh my god jimin.", I laughed as he suddenly picked me up and spined me around. He finally let me down and started screaming around.

"Yo.", Jimin stopped a student, that was walking by, "I just confessed and she said that she likes me too!"

The boy looked up his phone, "Um congratulations...I guess?", he said before walking away totally confused.

"Yeah!" "Shut up you're so embarrassing.", I laughed as I hugged him, stopping him from going to the next person. Jimin hugged me tightly. "I'm so happy, I'm sorry."