The Secrets of a Closeted Queer Girl

Stuff About Me

So my family is really homophobic. They talk about how much they hate the lgbtqa+ community so much and that what "they" do makes them sick. So it's not safe for me to come out basically. I have a little brother who's only 9 and 6 weeks younger than me, a mom, and a dad who so happens to be a pastor. So yeah, fun! Oh yeah and also I have two cats named Luna and Pumpkin! I love them so much! Anyways, I go by she/her pronouns and my sexuality and romantic identity is wonky so I just say I'm queer. You see for the longest time I thought I was ace but then I went to demi then to gray then back to ace to queer. So I know I'm on the ace spectrum but I don't think there's any good labels. Romantically I'm pretty positive that I'm panromtic but hey that can change to, I'm only 15 after all. What else should I put..... oh yeah I have two amazing best friends, Cat and Lex. I'm really close with them and they are the only people in my life that make me feel okay with who I am. Cat is gender fluid and pansexual with a female prefers and Lex is bi curious. I love and appreciate them so much more than they could ever know. I also have a friend named Bren who I don't talk with that much because he's from a different school but we are really good friends and he's accepting as well. He's a straight alli. And I also have this friend who, I love, but gets on my last nerve because he makes me feels so bad for not wanting a sexual relationship right now or ever wanting to have sex with someone. He makes me feel less then human because of it. Well first off, I live in an extremely small town with fake people and f-boys so there's not a signal soul in my town worthy of me. And second, SEX IS NOT WHAT MAKES A HUMAN A HUMAN!!! NOT EVERYONE WANTS IT AND YOU SHOULD RESPECT THAT!!!! It just makes me so mad and so insecure about it! Anyways, that's a little bit of backstory and ranting! You'll learn more about me for everything I write so yeah! Thanks for reading this and I'll send you another secret when one comes around! See ya!