I really hate being closeted. It really sucks. It feels like I'm trying to soak up a flood with a beach towel. I just want to be myself but I know I'll get kicked out of my own house or criticize by my parents or even worse, have to go to conversation therapy. That's a really really horrific thought. It makes my stomach heat just thinking about it. Anyways, It's the worst feeling ever! And my parents are amazing incredible individuals! I mean they help anyone and everyone who needs it, they're loving, they take care of me and my siblings, I tell them literally everything, their amazing but.... it's just this one thing and it's suffocating!! They say mean things about the lgbtqa+ community all the time and I wish I could stand up for my community but it wouldn't be safe! It makes me feel horrible. I love them so much but it just hurts. And it's even worse because, like I said, I tell them everything and I can't tell them this huge thing. I mean I can't even tell them about my first kiss because it was with a girl! Gosh, I hate the closet! Why does it have to be so crowded!!
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The Secrets of a Closeted Queer Girl
Non-FictionHi I'm Zola and I am a queer teenager. That's not my real name and I would tell you my real one just in case my parents find this. Before we go any further, ⚠️this is NOT fiction⚠️!!! These are my real thoughts and feeling of what it's like to be in...
