Stop Being Adorable

Chapter 2 : Her. Always Her.

Not the greatest way to start a day, nor is it ever going to be fun. I work at a simple pet store that many come to visit, small town. But to be honest with you, I like seeing the same kids coming in here with their mothers to get more dog food or cat litter. It's fun making friends with all the kids that just adore my pet bunny Hagrid. Yes I named him after a Harry Potter character, come on, he looks like him. Big, fat, with black and brown mixed fur. s

Later on for lunch I'm supposed to meet up with Jake at the bakery, get some lunch then he hangs out at the shop with me. But I have a feeling his she beast of a girlfriend will snatch him away again.

She's a bitch, and when I say that I mean it. I'm usually really nice and very laid back about things like that, but if there was a thing called bitch repellent, she'd probably be drowned in it.

I hate her.

I guess it's because she has big boobs, and she's blonde, and acts just dandy. She thinks she's perfect, but her personality sucks, that's why I question why Jake is with her, he hates stuck up girls like that, or at least that's what he told me.

After my shift I changed in the break room and left the shop, I hadn't met up with Jake so it was obvious his cow was pulling him everywhere. I need to eat, my stomach won't be quiet.

I take the easy route to get to the bakery, a route through the park. It's really pretty here, I used to come here when I fought with my dad about being gay, he has yet to accept me for who I am. But I don't see him anymore so I think it's okay, right?

Fuck me. He's here, with the biatchy, deep throating each other with their tongues, they really need to learn how to kiss.

"Don't suck each others faces off now." I spat, I feel like I might've said it too loud, because a nearby lady turned and looked at me. Jake looked up at me and his eyes widened.

"I forgot didn't I? Fuck. I'm sorry.." I just blinked, my eyes hidden behind my hair, something he hated me doing.

"It's funny because I actually waited to see y-"

"Oh shut the hell up. Both you and I know very well that I will be more important than you in his eyes. Why do you bother trying?" She spat this at me, like, actually spat, spit flew from her mouth.

"You're right." I recall asking Jake to always stand by my side, for one reason, and only that one reason. Because I hated being alone. More than anything, but, in the end it always turns out like this, doesn't it?

I gave up trying and continued down the path, he called after me, it was quite obvious he was calling me because I could hear her obnoxious screeching over my own tears, my cries sounding them out. I decided to just go to Grace, my gay pal, she's gay, I'm gay. She hates the word lesbian so I don't use it. She always asks " Why can't we just use homosexual again?" I dunno Grace, I dunno.

After about 10 minutes I reached her apartment, I knocked. Even though she barges into my house, I have manners for a lady's privacy. They deserve it just as much as we do.

Grace opened the door and raised a brow. "She beast?" I nod and she steps aside letting me in.

After a good half hour of talking and drinking tea, she doesn't let me half alcohol, a knock sounded at the door and she got up, telling me one moment before exiting the living room. When she came back Jake was behind her, a worried expression followed by tear stained cheeks.

"Sorry hun, I saw him like this, just like I see you, I had to accept his request." I set my tea cup down and blinked blankly at him, he fell to his knees in front of me, laying his head on my shoulder.

"She dumped me..." he stuttered, barely managing breathing. I looked up at Grace and sighed along with her before gently petting his disheveled hair.

Alittle while later both me and Jake left Grace's house, I kept my distance from him as we walked, I didn't understand. I was always there, even now having been pushed aside for a girl nobody liked, but nobody cares right? I just, have no reason to hope.

"Yuuki... why are you ignoring-"

"I'm not. You were ignoring me." I whispered harshly, it was true, although I kept my distance, I looked at him, as if he were going to say something, hoping he'd apologize. It's kind of like a lost hope with someone who doesn't love you, you know?

"But Yuuki..." He mumbled grabbing my arm, it wasn't the greatest feeling, having him yank me back like that. I stared lazily at him through my glasses.

"I have something to ask you..." his head cocked to the side only slightly, I nodded for him to go on.

"What would you say... or.. more say.. do.. if I told you I loved you?" He mumbled softly, his hand brushing against my cheek. I knew my answer, I knew exactly what I was going to say, practically waiting for this moment.

"I.."

And that's when everything went black, last thing I remember hearing was my name being called by Jake before I fell asleep.

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