I'm sorry Nash~Korbin+Justin

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Nash's POV

Me and Hayes entered the building a whole ago. Before we had split up I nodded as to say if he remembers what to do and he nodded back. I went to search around for Matt. When I finally found him I saw him with Carter and Cameron. I didn't know what they were talking about but I had to join. When I Cam closer I saw Matt's hand intertwined with Carter. Oh my god they're together.

I ran to them Cameron was yelling at Carter about it. I don't know what his problem is but it's already passing me off. He was never like this shit, he's a ruthless monster. If I find out he's yelling because of there hands being intertwined together I'm gonna start cussing, because he shouldn't be yellin at him because of there sex.

I continued to walk there direction. I finally got to them

"Guys what's goin on and why us Cameron yelling?" I said looking at Carter and Matt

"Because we are together he thinks it's nasty and irritating,  and he wants it to stop." Matt said

"Guys don't listen to his ass you guys can do whatever you want, Cam's just being a dick head like always." I said "and I'm glade you guys are finally together, I ship it." I said and Matt unlatched hands with Carter and hugged me I slowly hugged h back

"Thanks Nash." He said in my ear

"No problem good work tho." I said in answer

"I know right I think I'm finally happy." He whispered

"That's good Matt." I whispered again he pulled away and smiled at Carter and intertwined there fingers again I looked at Cam and he looked hurt but outraged.

"And you and I need to have a talk." Cameron said

"Yeah I think we should." I said crossing my hands over my chest. Cameron took my hand and dragged me to a separate room the was empty. He pushed me to the wall and kissed me. Even though, I am mad at him, I still ache for his touch. So I kissed back. It felt good, so what now we are gonna have anger sex, I don't think so I put my hand on his chest and stopped him from kissing me anymore

"What are you doing this for Cam?" I said looking into his eyes he looked at me

"Because I like you Nash." He said and I smiled a little

"Why where you being mean to Matt and Carter for being together I bet if we where together would you like that, if a person was mad at you for being gay and liking your best friend?" I asked as our bodies were still close getting angry

"I don't know and that's why we can't tell no one about us because there is no us yes I like you but there won't be an us ever." Cameron said and broke apart I could feel tears "we still on for Friday?" He asked acting like what happened didn't

"Yeah we are still on." I said with a smirk I pushed Cameron away and pushed passed him. I was about to cry and I don't want him seeing me cry. Suddenly,  I see Justin I walked to him. I should talk to him right to remember he's the one who said come out and everything will be fine, but it's not.

"Justin?" I asked wondering if he heard me and he did he turned around and walked to me

"Nash hey wadup?" Justin said and I started crying

"The guy I told you about, it didn't work, he's hurting me Justin, I shouldn't have done it, I shouldn't have told him about my feelings, he hates me, he hates my guts and everything about me." I cried and Justin hugged me and rubbed my back

"Just give him time he will come around that's what happened to me and Korbin." Justin said and we hugged for a little while till his boyfriend came over... jealous.

"Justin... Nash." Korbin said mealy

"Korbin babe you remember Nash well he's having the same problem we had before we started dating." Justin said with a frown

"Oh I'm sorry about that but you need to stay away from my Justy." He said

"KORBIN that's enough what's gotten into you?" Justin asked angrily

"Nothin but I want him to stay the fuck away from my boyfriend." He said

"I'm sorry Justin I shouldn't have came here and Korbin I'm sorry for giving you the wrong idea about me, I don't want to take Justin away and I'm sorry if you think that." I said looking down about to cry. I looked down and started crying

"Korbin how rude of you he's having trouble you've been jealous lately why Nash just needs my help and your being a douch to him he didn't do nothin to you and your treating him like shit." Justin said

"Justy I'm sorry I didn't know." Korbin said "Nash wait up." Korbin said and stopped in front of me "I'm more sorry Nash for that I guess I am jealous I just don't wanna loose Justin." He said

"I don't plan on taking him I have my eyes out for someone else, I had just met Justin a few days ago I have no tentions to steal your boyfriend away I just need help from him, he's all I have close to information on how to deal with heartbreaks and I'm sorry you think I wanna take Justin away because I won't." I said about to cry again

"I'm sorry I'll see ya around I guess and about what I said you can talk to Justin if you want I blame myself for thinking you would steal someone away." He said and walked back to Justin. I ran to the bathroom after a few seconds. I went in a stall and sat on the toilet crying. I then remembered what Justin had said to me earlier when Korbin didn't show up.
'Just give him time he will come around' I don't know if I could give him time. I can't help my heartbreak it hurts to much.

I'm happy for Matt and Carter tho they make a good couple, and one happy family. I could see them getting married and having a baby boy and girl, happy as ever. But me and Cameron I don't see a future for either of us unless he finds out what he wants, probably dating Rebecca and having kids and he still wouldn't be happy. Which reminds me, he can't love me he's with that Rebecca bitch.

Man, if it weren't for her, we would've been together, but she's a slut.

Cameron either way he can't like me if he's dating Rebecca, that would be cheating, and I hate cheaters, if we end up together I don't know if I could trust him.

He can either get tired of me and go back to Rebecca without breaking up with me, which is cheating, or we can grow old together, but I dought the second one, I'm pretty sure he would wanna cheat on me, because that's the type of person he is now. He's already cheating on Rebecca telling me he has feelings. I was stupid to think for one second he had feeling for me anyway.

I guess it's been all I wanted for my life, is to be with him but he doesn't want that, he wants to be with Rebecca, if he wanted to be with me he wouldn't be dating Rebecca. I totally forgot about her. I've been to excited for this day. I made Cameron cheat on his girlfriend. I feel like the bad guy in this situation. What the fuck did I do?

A/N

Hey guys how's Nash's sadness worken out for ya?

>>>>>>>>> Korbin my choice <<<<<<<<

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