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depression, hatred and guilt

Emptiness. Darkness. That's how he felt. He was in a state of depression.

He was empty because of Blaze.
He was sad because of Espio.
He was mad because it wasn't raining.

"Why isn't it raining? I want it to rain." He mumbled.

"It's been two weeks Silver. Give it up." Shadow whispered.

Amy turned around in her seat and faced the two male hedgehogs. "Shadow is right. Maybe you got the wrong message when you guys first met."

The ebony hedgehog scoffed at her statement. "Of course I'm right. Who would want to date him anyway?" Amy stomped on his left foot. "Fuck! I was joking!"

Silver looked out the window and sighed. "Really? Name some people then."

"Uh.." Shadow gulped.

"I got one." Amy shyly whispered. "How 'bout Manic? I heard he finally came out." She grinned.

The two male hedgehogs looked at her in disgust. "I'm not gay." Silver growled.

Amy huffed and mumbled something about 'thats what they all say' with a frown.

Shadow nodded in agreement making Silver roll his eyes. "You've been watching too much gay porn Amy."

"Class! If you don't quiet down this instant I'll make the worksheet a grade!" Ms.Redgard yelled out.

Golden eyes met red ones. Shadow was the first to look away with a sympathetic expression on his face. Silver  then looked at Amy who quickly turned back around not meeting his gaze. His eyes held too much sadness that no one not even herself can handle.

Looking back at the window, he thought about what had happened over the past couple of weeks: Blaze and Espio started dating a week ago. Fiona and Scrouge broke up- which wasn't a surprise really. And tails finally got his engineer license.

'Blaze and Espio, huh? Must be nice.' He thought bitterly to himself. He felt pity for himself knowing that he was letting some girl get him down. Before she came  into his life, he wasn't even worried about relationships, shit, he wasn't even thinking about girls! He shook his head trying to get rid of any thoughts about the purple female cat.

•••

"Stupid, stupid, stupid." That's what she thought of her. It was all her fault after all. You can never trust a pink bitch when you see one. She never felt such hatred for one before. And it scared her, but she enjoyed it.

After all, now that she and Scrouge broke up, she had to have some form of entertainment.

Fiona the fox. That's her name. She's the #1 bitch of the school. Something that she's proud of.

Growling, she turned around and kicked open one of the restroom stalls out of anger. "I hate her!" She absolutely wanted to kill the pink hedgehog. She thought that Amy Rose was worse than Rosy the Rascal. And that was saying something. Too bad she couldn't kill her though. She doesn't like to get her hands dirty.

Suddenly, an idea popped into her head which made her smirk. "It'll be such a shame if something were to happen to the poor rose..." She cooed softly.

Maybe then Scrouge will realize he fucked up.

•••

Guilt was eating away at her like a family on Thanksgiving. She knew Silver's depression was partly her fault. He did ask her of that favor.

Letting out a groan of fustration, she closed her eyes tiredly. All this guilt was ruining her sleep. And she could not have that. She had an image to up hold. They don't call her Rouge the Bat for nothing. She might've failed him before, but she won't fail him now!

     And she had just the plan.

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I'll update Dancing Queen tomorrow. I'll be in and out of Wattpad. I'm dealing with some things, so look at the last chapter in 'hold my hand' for the full explanation.  I'm slowly starting to think this is gonna end into a slow burn fanfic. And it's kinda making me panic a little. I'm gonna start on trying to make these chapters longer for your guys sake. I love you all so much and hope you're in good health. 💜

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