Gunita (countryhumans)

Nightmare?

PINA'S POV:

"Sino ka? At, Bakit napaka magkamukha tayo? (Who are you? And, Why do you look so much like me?)", "Baket po? Nakalimutan mo na ba po ako? Umalis ka kasi po eh (Why? Did you forget me? It's because you went away)", this child....why do I feel like I've seen her before? And, why does she think I'm her mom? I have so many questions....Who was that man? Why am I here? Why am I always here?, "Mummy? Are you ok?", "!", "I—um, yes I just have so many questions", is this actually my child? I've never slept with anyone or even hung out with anyone, Dreams like this...they aren't just dreams, they're memories, I've always been having these ever since people started to abuse me....but this one, is strangely peculiar, I just usually have dreams of espa taking away my freedom, o-or, meri betraying me, but this? It's more like a memory from my childhood, wayyyy before those things happened. My childhood, of which, I don't really remember much.

Could it be that this is my younger self? A younger self of which I completely forgotten?, "Hin...hindi ako yung nanay mo( I'm not your mother)", "Pero—"Hindi mo ako nanay talaga(I'm really not your mother)", "Maniwala ka saken (Trust me)", "...Edi, sino ka p—
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*BEEP*
*BEEP*
*BEEP*
*BEEP*
*click*
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I woke up, confused.
Completely blank, I didn't know what to think, there is a chance that she could be my childhood counterpart but...why is she talking to me? Is something going to happen? Is something wrong?
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Whatever it is, I want to find it out, no matter how long or how hard it's going to take, if curiosity is going to kill me then so be it..."I need to talk to mar-mar"