Gunita (countryhumans)

Retry

Trigger warning: Self-harm/ Suicide

????? POV:

"Gawin mo na"
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"Bilis"

Pina's POV:
"Ito na....ganito ako mamatay no?"
"Depende, kung paano mo ito nakikita. Kamatayan...o bagong simula?"
"......"
I've been hearing this voice for God knows how long, I hear it in my dreams, I hear it when I'm awake. I hear it everywhere, and I've been oddly submissive to what it's making me do, it's unhealthy....but, for some reason the voice is familiar to me.
"Ano pina? Huwag mo ako pahintayin"
"Teka..."
I'm standing near the edge of this cliff in the playground, the voice led me here, but never told me what to do
"Baket mo ba ako pinapunta dito?"
"Hindi ba halata? Tignan mo yung mga inaalala mo ngayon, tignan mo yung sarili mong utak, pina"
It's right, I've been remembering things that happened to me years ago, even though it's already passed and I forgave those countries that hurt me, the pain, for some reason, still lingers. That's also the reason on why I haven't come out of my room recently, what I'm wonderimg is...why now?
"Baket ngayon ka lang nagpaparinig saakin sa lahat ng mga taon ng naalala ko yung mga naranasan ko?"
"Kasi kailangan na eh"
"Kailangan? Anong ibig mo sabihin?"
"Kailangan mo nang magpahinga, pina"
"......"
Suddenly, rapid flashbacks of my dreams and memories started to appear...
*FLASHBACK*
"YOU NEVER LISTEN, OUR FAMILY SUFFERED BECAUSE OF YOU!"—
"P-please stop already!"—
"STOP PLEASE!"
"If you dont know how to respect your elders, then I'll just have to behave you"
"Mummy is that you? Mummy? DON'T LEAVE ME!!"
*END OF FLASHBACK*
*GASP*
"So..ano? Tatayo lang tayo dito?"
"...sige, gagawin ko na"
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Nesia's POV:
"Pina? PINA??"
Shit...where is she, it's literally 4:56 a.m, what the fuck is she doing??
"Have you seen her laysia?"
"No.."
"SHIT!"
"Why do you think she's doing this? This is the second time!" (Vie)
"I don't know vie! What's Important is that we find her..."

Cambodia's POV:
"LAO! Look at this!"
"W-what is that?"(laos)
"I-it's a note with a dagger stabbed into it. Call the others!"
Oh my God, this can't be real...

ASEAN'S POV:

"GUYS! what is happening?"
"Asean...we found this.."(Laos)
What is this......
"W-What is it?!" (Nesia)
"A note...with a slit on it for some reason"
"We found that note near the cliff"(Cambodia)
No....I don't believe this...she's got to be alright, right?
"Asean read the note!" (Brunei)
".....'I'll be gone for a while—pina'"
"That's it?"(Vietnam)
"There's faint bloodstains on the note as well..."
"D-did she die?" (Vietnam)
"There's no sign of her anywhere" (singapore)
"GUYS I FOUND SOMETHING ELSE" (Laos)
"What is that?"
"It's a dagger it was like, stabbed into the paper"(Laos)
"What did she do? Is she missing the note is vague as hell" (laysia)

Vietnam's POV:
This can't be real, did she really commit suicide?...if this note was found at the edge of the cliff she could've jumped...shit...this is making me paranoid...
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Pina's POV:
*thump*
*thump*
*thump*
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"Nagawa mo na"
"......"
"Ang haba ng laglag no?"
"......"
"......"
"..hahahAHaHaHAHAHAHAHAHAHA—"