"Hey guys it's Emily and welcome back to my channel, it's been a while. As you know I lost someone who ment so much to me and I haven't really been myself these past months. However I've wrote a new song for you guys and I hope you love it. I know you all have been wondering where I'm at with my music career but it's up and running again and I'll be back with plenty more songs in no time. I'm also creating a new album for you guys which should be out in summer. Now let's get on the with the song.
Emily singing
"Looking at the pictures I keep on my shelf cuz it's been so long since I've looked like myself. Burn another candle down. Burn another candle down. Running low on patience, running now on fumes. I'm never gonna make it But it's too late to turn around But it's too late to turn around
I'm running out of oxygen, no I'll never be the same again now.
Oh my god I can't remember, who I was just last December What have I done, how did I get here? Oh my god, look in the mirror I was young nothing to fear once What have I done, how did I get here?"
"Thanks for watching"
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I open my window to let the fresh air in, it's light outside and I can smell the fumes of all the cars which pass by on the warm summers day.
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I breathe it in and sigh. It's been awhile since I've felt genuinely happy but I knew I'd get there somehow. Now my music is up and running again, so does the long journey to stardome.
I know that all my fans have been so supportive whilst I was on my break so I know that they will be now I'm back. It feels amazing to release more music and to be writing an album for the whole world to see and judge. I don't let it phase me, I've come so far it would be a mistake to let a few haters ruin my career. I know that being a celebrity (though I'm not much of a celebrity) comes with many responsibilities. I will have to hide from paparazzi a lot and I will have to stand by rules and answer rumours. People choose to ignore rumours but silence means people will think you're scared of revealing something, so the truth is normally the best option.
Of course I will have to keep my mental health in check. It's easier said than done. I've come to accept that a part of me won't be the same but this part of me is and I will not let thar stop me from accomplishing my goals. I have been dreaming for this since I was 5. One day it will come true. One day.
