My boy ~ Chandler Hallow x Reader

-PART 7-

*im writing again woohoo! So from a few chapters ago I mentioned that I'm using dollars instead of pounds (I'm British) I'm just wondering what currency should I use?*

I get in mine and Chandlers shared car, I felt even sicker than before. Chandler hands me a warm blanket and a bucket for the long car ride. Before he shuts my door he kisses my forehead and then gets in his side and starts driving back home. Chandler turns on the music and puts it on lowly and I soon enough fall asleep.

a few minutes later when Chandler goes over a speed bump I wake up with a jolt

'Sorry! God I'm useless!' He says looking sad, he's been doing this a lot calling himself useless and good for nothing and I don't understand

'Chandler, stop.' I said sternly

'What?' He says back confused

'STOP THE CAR!' I yell somehow feeling a bit better

'what-' he whispers as he stood the car turning towards me

'You've got to stop calling yourself these bad names! Your not any of them! Chandler Hallow I may have only got to know you these past 5 months of living together but I know your worth more then any star in the solar system! Your not useless and your not good for nothing! You are an amazing person, heck dare I say you love me more then Jimmy and our whole family do combined! That kiss before... I don't know about you but that gave me a whole nother outlook on you! Chandler Hallow I. I love you...' I say as he looks back at me trying to keep in the tears but fails as 2 already roll down each cheek and he chuckles sadly

'I wish everyone looked at me that way...' he says showing me screenshots of hate comments then rolling up his sleeves to see the most terrifying thing ever

'Y-you. You cut?' I ask as he nods letting go as he cry's into my shoulder as we can't stop crying

'I promised my ex girlfriend to never cut again. But she's the one who started it all again' he manages to get out as I lift him off my shoulder and kiss him, it's not a lustfull kiss. It's just full of love. He kisses me back and after a while we take a break so that our breathing goes back to normal

'And I love you too... I just wanna take this slowly.' He says

'That's fine with me. As long as the feelings mutual' I say as we kiss again

*so I'm gonna start doing little questions at the end of these because I thought it would be fun

Q1- your favourite band or solo artist
Q2- your favourite album or song from them

that's all bye!*