The Pain I've Endured

He loves her

She watches him kill himself slowly.
He's blowing another cloud of smoke.
She starts to cry but tries to hide it.
He looks at her with regretful eyes.
He wants to quit for her but he doesn't know how.
She is his universe.
He loves her with all he's got.
She goes for the blade but he stops her.
He loves her so much and yet she has no clue.