The Pain I've Endured

My bestfriend

I love her so much.
But she doesn't feel the same.
Desperately craving her touch.
I try to hide my face in shame.
She's so amazing inside and out.
Nobody can hear me cry out for help.
It hurts when she lays next to me at night.
Oh my god I'm going to hell.
Damn, suicide is not an option.
Her love is what I long for.
Just freaking kill me lord.
If I told her would she freak?
When I'm with her I can't even speak.
I'm down on my knees in front of her.
Here goes my best friend.