Fake Dating | Hizzie

The Party | Trigger Warning |

A lot of us do stuff that we are not proud of and never talk about it again. But some people dare to seek help and face the things they did. It doesn't help everyone, but it does help a lot of people.

During the summer, when Hope felt like she lost all faith in humanity and herself. She did something very drastic and tried to end her life.

Past

What's the point of living is all Hope thought about. Every second of every day, she felt like she was digging herself a grave. And she would have to jump in and watch everyone throw dirt on top of her.

She didn't have friends, or at least anymore, she was all alone in this world, or at least she made herself believe that. Because it was easier than trying to go and get help for what she was feeling, she told herself that she would try and reach out one more time to her old friend, before going through with it and killing herself.

She had this whole plan on how to do it, but there was one big flaw in her system that she couldn't foresee.

The girl had all these dark temptations like causing self-harm to herself, but she could never do it. What she would do instead is take duct tape and place it on her arm then rip it off. To get that feeling of pain but not causing any permanent damage to herself.

The girl got dressed in something that wasn't black for once because she didn't want to be depressed. Or she was trying to impress a certain someone but who said it couldn't be the ladder.

Hope hears two knocks on the door and said: "come in."

Her mom walked in and stopped dead in her tracks, looking at how beautiful her daughter looked. Hope looked at the mom that was staring and fake coughed to get her attention and said, "mom."

"sorry Hope you just look so beautiful in that outfit."

The young girl felt so happy it might have been for a short period, but she felt like she could do this. "thanks mom" Hope said

"where are you going dressed up like that trying to impress a guy?" The mom gushed

Hope thought about the girl she was going to see and blushed. "actually, it's a girl." The girl nervously said.

The mom looked at her daughter for a second without saying anything, then her dad walked in not denying that he was listening in and said. "Hope when you were born, I told myself that I didn't care if you liked boys or girls all I want you to be is happy. and if this girl makes you happy, go for it."

The mom was still in shock of what her daughter said. But after what her father said, she felt like she needed to one-up him in acceptance. It didn't make much sense as to why she felt like she needed to, but she did.

Hope hugged her father, leaving a few happy tears on his shoulder. And ran out of the house while she had all of this courage and went off to find a certain blonde.

Hope went all Sherlock Holmes and tracked the girl to a party from snap-chat stories and went there.

It wasn't a long walk from where she lived, so she walked at an average speed to get to where she needed to go.

She finally arrived fifteen minutes later. To not see the blonde anywhere even after looked everywhere, still no sign of the girl. Hope thought this was all a waste of time and decided to go home, but she had to go pee first.

She walked upstairs into a stranger's house and opened the wrong door to see two strangers kissing. and said, "sorry about that I was looking for the bathroom."

She didn't know at first, but it was her best friend kissing another girl.

Lizzie sat up and said, "Hope, what are you doing here?"

The girl stared at the blonde and felt her tears build up. Her heart is broken. She didn't know at the time, but she was in love with the blonde. And seeing her kiss someone else, especially it being a girl, killed her.

The short girl turned around and ran out of the house, making sure no one saw her cry. She was a block away when she fell to her knees and let all her tears out.

When she got up, she made sure to wipe her eyes dry and something inside. Het clicked, and nothing was holding her back from ending it all. All she felt now was numbness, a kind she never thought was possible.

When she got home, she was on her way of going upstairs, and her mom tried to talk to her, but Hope wasn't  having it. Today or ever again.

She pushed her mother away so she couldn't see all the pain she was holding inside.

Lizzie pushed the other girl off her as Hope ran away. "that was five minutes dare completed."

The taller girl felt an aching feeling in her stomach, and it wasn't gas; she felt like something terrible was going to happen.

Hope locked her door so no one would interrupt her or try to stop her.

Lizzie ran after her ex-best friend, but she was nowhere to be found, so she ran to her house.

Hope let the bath fill up with hot water.

Lizzie was only a few blocks away, and she couldn't breathe, but she didn't stop running until she got to Hope's house.

The shorter girl got unclothed and stepped into the bath. She lied back into the piercing heat of the water. She grabbed a small wooden box that held two razor blades and a prewritten suicide note.

She grabbed a blade and put the box on the floor as she started to sob. She didn't want to do this but didn't feel anything anymore, so it didn't matter.

Lizzie banged on the Mikaelson's door until Hope's father opened it to see the blonde distressed. "where is Hope."

He pointed upstairs, and she ran up to see her, and he followed.

It was time no need to delay is all Hope said to herself. She took a sock and shoved it in her mouth and put the blade near her wrist. And took a deep breath and, without any hesitation, slit her wrist. She yelled at the top of her lungs, but no one heard her. She took her slit arm and put the blade in it and did the same thing to her other arm.

She spits out the sock and put her hands in the water, knowing that it wouldn't take long now. She drifted to sleep from all the blood loss.

Lizzie banged on the shorter girls door but no answer when she tried to open it the door was locked. She looked at Hope's father as he kicked the door in.

Lizzie looked around the room but no sign of the girl. She heard the shower running and looked towards the bathroom and saw blood water leaking out. She yelled and ran to the door, breaking while the father noticed the blood water leaking into her room.

Lizzie saw Hope unconscious and ran to her side and noticed she still had a pulse. And yelled to call the police and get an ambulance.

She held the girl in her arms until the ambulance came.

Hope didn't know this, but Lizzie saved her life. If she didn't come, her parents wouldn't have gone into her room until it was too late.