Warning: Themes of drugs, violence, sexual assault and swear words. Read at your own risk.
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Daisy was done with giving me a make over and i actually looked pretty good. It was a combination of a lot of colors, somehow. "Now, cute clothes." "You're gonna steal some from Delilah's closet or something?" Would've been accurate. "Actually, no. She has a sister and there were a few clothes that she wanted to throw away but Delilah kept them in this garbage bag so you should take a look." "Okay, but how do you actually know that?" She probably met Delilah at the first day of school and went to her house. "I met her the first day of school and went to her place." Exactly. "So, are you and Delilah like, friends?" I asked. "Uhl no, i hate her, but she thinks i like her so that's good enough." She answered.
I looked in the garbage bag and saw this really cute dress, it looked exactly like my fit. It was a straight dress with a deep v-neck and had a split at the skirt area, it was silver and too beautiful to throw away. "What do you think about it?" I asked Daisy. "It's really cute, try it on." "Right now? Here?" "If you want i could look away." "Yes please." She looked away and i put the dress on, it fitted perfectly. "You can look now." I was kind of scared of what she'd think about me, i kind of looked like a slut. "Omg, you look so fucking great." Wow, the first compliment she gave me, i don't know why it was a big deal to me but it was. "Thank you." I smiled. "Lets go downstairs and make some friends." "Do we really need-." She dragged me away before i could even finish my sentence.
The people we saw when we walked in were still at the same place. I noticed that a few people took drugs, i didn't know how but i just noticed. Daisy took me to a group of people and introduced me to them, she told me she didn't have friends before we walked in the mansion but i guess it was just a way to get me in. They offered me drugs and i politely said no. "Why not? You're the girl that was addicted to drugs and got in a lot of problems right?" A random guy said. It's really rude to say it like that but okay. "First of all, that's none of your fucking business. And second, from who did you even hear that?" "Some girls at our school talked about it like a whole week and me and my friends were just curious. Are you okay?" "Actually, i'm not, you should mind your own fucking business." I walked away, it hurt to hear that people spread rumors about me. I kept on walking until Daisy came after me, of course she did. She probably never heard of the drug addict Raven Anderson. "Hey Raven, are you okay?" "Does it seem like i'm fine." I was mad and teared up. "Nobody seems to notice that i'm not fucking fine, i always tell them i am, because otherwise they would help me, tell me that it's all gonna be okay. What if it won't huh? I've been a drug addict from the moment i saw my mom taking medicine. Do you know why that is? Because i hate myself, the school that i'm going to and the people that are on it. You wanna know why i never go to parties? That's because i don't want to show random people who i am, some drug addict." I saw Daisy's look, she just stared at me. I began to shout. "That's what people think about me right? Just some drug addict, a lost soul. I'm also a person you know. Jesus fucking christ." Daisy still stared at me, i couldn't see if she was mad or sad. I saw a tear in her right eye, sad. "Fuck, i'm so sorry Daisy, i didn't mean to-." Before i could finish my sentence she began to hug me. It was comforting, safe. I saw people staring at us, that made sense since i just shouted through the whole mansion. Daisy stopped hugging me and grabbed my hand. She pulled me out of the house and we walked away, together. "I'm sorry you had to go through that. You gotta believe me that it eventually does get better. I was also an drug addict actually. That's why we moved here, so i could start a new life, a life where i wouldn't be judged." Damn, i thought. "I'm sorry to hear that." "It's fine now, do you wanna sleep over at my house this weekend? My parents are gone for a while, i could use a friend." "That would be great." "Considering that i just walked away from home and don't got a place to sleep." I thought.
We arrived at Daisy's house and walked in. We went upstairs to her room. It had this white fluffy wall, like a white teddy bear was glued onto the wall. I sat on her bed and she sat next to me. We looked at each other. The first eye, the other eye and then, her lips. She actually did the same look to me, but she smiled with it. We kissed, her lips were hydrated and soft. It felt good, to kiss a girl. Maybe i wasn't asexual after all. Gay then? It didn't really matter, i was with her and it felt good.
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