I have walked down this path many times before. I know this isn't unusual for me but it seems so unneeded as I ponder my hopeless thoughts. My life I lead I realize is meaningless because I have no one to share it with I am alone.
Most of the time I cry myself to sleep at night but as I walk I realize, there is no need for that. I shouldn't cry, I shouldn't mourn, I shouldn't be alive but I am.
Why you ask, why am I alive? Why that is simple it is prove to everyone who walk down this path crying like me bit with a reason to cry for that they have a reason to live. They need to be in this world, I do not. They are more important then I am, they deserve more then I do.
On this walk I often take I wonder to myself why am I still walking, why don't I stop and rest my tired legs, for I haven't sat in days. the answer is as simple as the last, for myself to show myself that I could be worth it even if I am not now. I have two legs for a reason I must use them I figure.
So I continue walking down this beat up, worn down track and watch the leaves fall from a tree they once belonged to. I watch the people in front of me that have somewhere they are walking to, somewhere in the future.
Then there is me, just walking to walk.
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Historia CortaHere I am, going to write short stories about not myself but my soul I guess, the thoughts I have and keep to myself as I'm inside the shower or bored in class because no one would listen if I told them. Warning thoughts of suicide and other like th...