Anxiety (a troyler AU)

Chapter 5 (Troyes pov)

I couldn't really respond when Tyler said he loved me, like does he love me as a boyfriend or a friend? This is really important.. "Tyler I love you too" what did I just say!! I don't love tyler! Or maybe I do..I DONT FUCKING KNOW!! But Tyler Doesn't even know I'm fucking gay! But tyler himself is as gay as fucking Matthew Lush, who I love, Matt and Nick Laws are the cutest couple I swear.. Wait how long have I been caught in my imagination?

"TROYE" I hear someone scream which sets me in panic mode "W..WHAT" I slutter "sorry you were not talking for 15 minutes.." Tyler spoke, I look at Tyler like I have first meet him all over again and I think. 'Wow Troye you actually like Tyler' at this point I have been staring at him for a few minutes, "Troye why are you looking at me like that?" I suddenly looked away without hesitation "because your cute" I whisper under my breathe hoping tyler wouldn't hear...he heard "wait what did you say twink?" He teases me "Tyler we need to get out of this nurse office NOW!" I only said it like that because if I'm in a place for too long I start to panic thinking there isn't a way out..I know but it's all anxiety.

As I shoot up from the chair next to tyler I start to pace around the room "Troye what is wrong!?" Ugh I swear he cares too much " NOTHING LETS GO" I scream while he gives me a dirty look I feel so bad now.. "I'm sorry tyler it's just.." "No whatever let's go Troye" Tyler seems annoyed now god.

I walk out the office with Tyler and he starts heading to a class I don't have while not talking to me once, I'm sorry I just can't control it sometimes, I feel someone push my back to the ground and pick my up by my neck and drag me to the boys locker room.

Ah so we have him all alone don't we? I see Connor and Marcus say, what are they going to do? then I feel someone punch my face really hard then my side then my side again as I fall over onto the floor and they scrambled out the locker room In a hurry, I try to move but I can't I can't feel my face at all not even my own heart beat! I have to have the strength to call help, I try and try to get up but the pain Gets more intense and then I'm bawling into my hands and I see to pairs of feet in front of me, oh it's that Zoe chick.

"OMG are you okay?!" She scrambles to help me up I try with her "Marcus and Connor" I say she just scroffs and sits me down on the bench while she calls someone, "hello Tyler? This is Zoe I found troye on the ground in the boys locker room, and he has been beaten badly" I can get up i thought and as I try I fell straight back down onto the floor, "Troye don't move!" Zoe yells and then tyler comes barging in and I try to get up and when I was about to fall again he catches me "Troye babe are you okay I heard what happened and OH MY GOD!" "WHAT WHAT?!" I scream "Troye you have a black eye" Tyler shushes, "I will beat the hell out if them one day soon" Tyler says, I'm not letting tyler do that I can't have him get hurt because of me! And if I honestly wasn't alive anymore no one would have this problem, their lives would be so much better without me!

Zoe leaves the locker room for Alfie and Tyler is holding me tight like never before, "Troye I'm so happy that your okay I'm so sorry I left you" Tyler needs to stop being cute "no I'm sorry" he looks at me like I'm bat shit crazy "no I am" oh he means war.. After an hour of saying "no I am" I cuddle Into him and we didn't even leave the locker room yet!

I cuddle into Tyler more "Ty we need to leave" "after this" "after what?" Then I feel a soft pair of lips upon mine, oh.