(Tilly's POV)
I lift up Troye's sleeves and see scars some new some old I look at his other arm and see the exact same thing I just wanna beat the shit out of something right now! Who on earth would make Troye this upset? I look up at Troye's big ocean blue eyes and he has a panicked expression. "Tyler I'm so s..sorry" he chocked out between sobs I was the one he called first he was going to kill himself wasn't he? As my mind is off wondering I hold Troye close to me rocking him back and forth, he looks up with blood shot red eyes "Tyler I think I need sleep um you can ggoo?" He says quickly how can u leave him here when he is trying to kill himself I would stay but my mom needs me she got very sick over the weekend, "yeah troye i should go get to my mother right now but call me if you need anything." I kiss his forehead he gives me a nod and I walk out, on my way home I got a bad feeling about troye was it a bad idea to leave him or?? I almost got into an accident because I was not paying at attention I'll call Troye after I take care of my mommy.I walk inside my house to see my mother on the couch passed out I grab and most cozy blanket we have and tuck her in, I go up into my room and call Troye.. No answer I call again.... No answer at this point I was really worrying.
(Troye's POV)
I walk Into the bathroom to throw up because I wasn't feeling so hot and I feel dizzy also a bit unstable, I grab onto the sink trying to pull myself up but failing miserably, I finally got up and looked in the mirror and saw my hair was in my eyes my eyes were Really red and I was sweating, "What's going on?" I say to myself as I start to worry "am I sick? No I can't be I was fine earlier" I hear my phone ring but I couldn't go to the bed to get it I COULD NOT MOVE I hear it ring again and I try harder this time to get my phone or at lest move! I crawl into a ball onto the ground and start crying and crying I get up once again before I am greeted by total darkness approaching, before I pass out I hear a someone scream my name I think it was Tyler?A/N
HEY LOVELY PEOPLE OF THIS EARTH I AM SO TIRED so this is a short but sweet chapter, I WILL be making them longer I PROMISE but right now I have been caught up in dumb af school with everyone I h8 (except Hailey ❤️ you GURL!!) but yeah and guys I don't bite you can leave comments I'm totally not a sin Jk I'm from hell of course so yeah I guess this is it we have to go our separate way! And I'm going to sleep bye bad bitches!! Oh yeah and I'm not editing this tonight so if I make a mistake and spelled a damn word wrong FUCK OFF ❤️💕💗
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Anxiety (a troyler AU)
FanfictionHey so this is my first fanfiction, and it is about troye Sivan, an 19 year old man that has been diagnosed with anxiety and can't stand himself anymore. That is until he meets tyler. WARNING: self harm, and suicidal thoughts, maybe even some smut...