*tilly*
I walk into Troyes house and I hear a thump from up stairs I scream his name..no response I run up the stairs almost falling and I see troye on the ground passed out cold, I scream again and I shake him "TROYE BABY WAKE UP" I cry hard, I search for his heart beat and I don't feel one, I start to panic and grab my phone, I should call 911 first but I call Troyes mother, "hello Tyler" I start crying again "Tyler honey what's wrong is troye okay!?" "No he isn't." I cry "okay Tyler call 911 I'll be home in one sec" I hang up and call 911 "hello this is 911 what's your emergency ?" "My best friend passed out" I cry "okay, sir what's the address?" I tell them the address and hang up, I hear the front door open and Troyes mother comes in "Tyler what happened" I cry harder, she pulls me stairs into a hug to try to calm me "Tyler honey it's okay it will be okay." She pulls away from the hug and bends down to troye "troye honey wake up..troye....TROYE" no response I start bawling and so does she the medical people (idk what there called oops) they come in and they pull troye on a bed thingy with wheels idk what the hell there called! "Is he gonna be alright" I ask "we don't know sir" I walk away from that fuck face and walk towards Troyes mom "hey we should go follow the ambulance" she nods in agreement, we get to the hospital "hello how may I help you?" They desk lady asked I roll my eyes because she is faking her smile I can see, "yes um were here for Troye Sivan Mellet" aw Troyes name is so cute I wish he used his full name more."Relationship with the patient" the lady says "mother" laurelle says "okay how about you sir" I should say friend but they won't let me in as his "friend" "boyfriend" I say, laurelle smiles at me, "okay sir well his mother can go in but you have to stay" she says in a mean ass way "um no he can come!" Laurelle demanded "Nope I'm sorry mam but no gays allowed." I stair in shock wtf "WHAT THE FUCK YOU MEAN NO GAYS ALLOWED?!" I scream "sorry but no gays allowed they are a threat." Oh Troyes mom looks pissed "listen here bitch he is coming my son is gay and he is here you fucking let him in or you'll be sorry!" "Sorry mam but you're son is being transferred to a different hospital he woke up and we told him and he punched one of our Drs so he is banned" I smile Troye punched someone? The fucker probably deserved it anyway. " no shit is someone is bulling you because of you're sexuality I would punch you too" laurelle says "okay I get it but Troye is coming out right now" I turn and see Troye being held by the arm of this huge big guy with a black eye, he pushes Troye to us I catch him and hug him he returns the hug, "now LEAVE!" The big guys says, "kids go in the car I'm going to talk to these people" we nodded and walked to the car "Troye what happened in there?" I ask "nothing they just told me I couldn't stay because I was gay so I punched him" Troye smiles at me, I kiss him sweetly "Troye don't listen to them I'm just happy your okay" "Tyler.." "Yeah?", "wanna know why I passed out" I nod "okay well I went to the bathroom and I started feeling dizzy I grabbed the counter and hit my head on it then passed out onto the ground I think" I hug him knowing how he passed out, "Troye I Have a question." "Yes?" "Do you do drugs?"
*Troye boys pov*
"Do you do drugs?" I panic I did do drugs but only a thing called a happy pill it makes me happier and kinda unstable, "y..ES" Tyler looks at me in shock "Troye why?" I swallow hard, "Only one pill, it's called a happy pill and it makes me kinda unstable and happy" "Troye it messes with you" I nod "yes it does but it makes me happy tyler" "Troye you don't need a pill to be happy!" I cry "how would you know you're perfect and have no problems being unhappy!" "Troye I use to have depression and anorexia, I know what a happy pill is I took it and I stopped because it almost killed me" I look at him why hasn't he told me this before? "Yeah will I wanna die so it's a win win situation" I lay my head on his chest "Troye promise me you won't die, never I don't know what I would do without you Troye, you made me happier and I can't stand life without you." "I won't leave tyler I promise" he cries I cry too, I can't die I have to change for Tyler, "here your mom comes let's dry our tears" Tyler says, my mom gets in the car, "What happened mom?" "Oh I just am going to sue them" "WHAT?!" She looks at me "yes troye they threatened me in there and they kicked you out because you're gay! WHY WOULDN'T I SUE THEM?!" My mom yells I hide my head in Tyler's shoulder "I don't know" I say in a quiet voice" she drives away without saying anything, I know my mom was never this supportive of my sexuality, was she just doing this because Tyler was here? I get lost In my thoughts until my mom speaks up "Tyler this is your stop goodbye." My mom snapped I give her a dirty look "bye Tilly," "bye Troye Sivan" he kisses me I wave goodbye and my mom drives away "listen here Troye I'm done with this you being gay had ruined so much stuff in my life so I'm kicking you out!" What did she just say?A/N
Once again I'm not editing this yet but if there is a mistake please tell me in a nice way and MERRY CHRISTMAS YALL THANKS FOR BEING APART OF MY 2014 and hope you like the chapter!!! And Hailey I know you ship troyler a little bc you love this fanfic! Okay I'll update In a little not for a while either tonight or later this week because I'm busy and don't wanna bore you! Okay bye LUSH YOU❤️❤️~Leah the very festive girl🎄
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Anxiety (a troyler AU)
FanfictionHey so this is my first fanfiction, and it is about troye Sivan, an 19 year old man that has been diagnosed with anxiety and can't stand himself anymore. That is until he meets tyler. WARNING: self harm, and suicidal thoughts, maybe even some smut...