Anxiety (a troyler AU)

Chapter 6 (trigger warning)

(Tyler's POV)
I kiss Troye with passion I don't know what over came me with that much power to kiss him like that WAIT what if he only likes me as a friend which I honestly don't know why I'm kissing my friend THAT'S PORN (Miranda moment embrace it) I back away slowly while I hear Troye groan "Troye I'm sorry we should take you home you probably feel horrible and I kissed you that's bad sorry sorry sorry!" I stand up quickly and head straight to the door until I feel two arms swirl me around and Troye kisses me with more heat then the first kiss. I feel him lick my mouth which opens it and he slides his tongue in my mouth, we can't take this too far right now "Troye as much as I enjoy making out with you we need to take you home okay?" He scoffs "fine"

(Troyes POV)
I head out the door with Tyler and Marcus comes out of no where "hey it's the two fags but that one looks bruised" (sorry guys I hate typing that work fag but oh well) at this moment I had enough and it's about to all spill out, "Marcus just leave me alone for once stop stalking me! HURTING ME! AND TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME IM DONE WITH YOUR SHIT MARCUS NOW FUCKING LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!!!!" Wow I didn't know I had a voice like that I look over at Tyler who looks shocked and maybe a tiny bit scared and then I look back at Marcus who looks like he is about to rip me in pieces he grabs my collar of my shirt
and whispers "listen here I will get you soon so watch you're back Troye Sivan!" He pushes me to the ground as Tyler Helps me up "let's go Troye" we head outside to the bus and he kisses me goodbye because he is staying after school for some stupid shit reason I kiss him goodbye too and head home.

I get in the door and realize no one is home so I head into my room onto tumblr like usual but this time it's different I see that there are people who commented for me to 'cut your skinny ass arms' or 'DIE no one cares about you anyway' they commented on everyone of my posts to do this I don't know who they are! I slam my labtop Shut and start bawling into my knees I cry for a good hour and head into the bathroom, and I see it. A razor is sitting on the shelf I grab it a pop the razor out of the shaver and I hesitate at first but then I slid it over my pale skin and I feel nothing but relief I slide another spot then another and another my arms are covered in blood and I think I'm losing too much blood but i pop the razor back into the shaver and try to stand up with help from the sink I can barley walk let alone stand I wash my arms kinda there is still a lot of blood I grab my phone and start crying all over again "I need someone" I open Tyler's contact and push call..... "Hey Troye is everything okay?" "T..Tyler I need y..you right now!" I cry into the phone, Tyler hangs up and I think is on his way over, I pull on a sweater and wait, I hear the front door creak open and then my bedroom door and Tyler is here "TROYE WHATS WRONG" I cry harder and he sits me up into his arms and rocks me slowly to try to calm me "t..Tyler I made a mistake" i cry he gives me a confused look and I lift up both my sleeves he stares in shock, "Oh Troye."