7/29/2012
I didn't update for awhile. Oh whale then. The reason is: my dad. He's been on a rampage in this house. Breaking his bottles and making glass shatter everywhere. I still don't know how he is not fired from his job yet. And dang, all the shouting and breaking seriously hurt my ears. It was ridiculously loud for some reason. Yeah, I had school too. All dem homework, but seriously tho, isn't 8 hours of school enough? I hope my dad gets caught by the police soon so that my mom and I can move out to a better place. Sigh.
But, little did I know the my life would change, from today onwards. My mom came back home, slamming the door, throwing her stuff all around and screaming for me to come to her. So, I went down, feeling kinda scared. I mean, my mom has never ever screamed at me before, under any circumstance. I saw her, her hair all messed up and her eyes were filled with insanity. I thought that my mom would last longer.... Now, she's gone. "FAY YOU PIECE OF SHIT! YOU'RE WORTHLESS, USELESS AND STUPID! SLUT, B-WORD AND A F***UP! STUPID!" My 'mom' had screamed at me. I shrank back. I already know that... Why? I hate my life... I was going back to my room when my 'mom' pulled my hair so that I fell down backwards. She kicked me and hit me. I... I just want to die... Why am I still here?
She picked me up, dragged me up the creaky stairs by my hair and threw me on the ground. "WORTHLESS!" She screamed again. I know... She then slammed the door closed and locked it. Sigh... Should I? Yes, I should. Give me a minute...
Done, I'm back. Such a relieve. The shiny blade piercing my skin, the dark red blood coming out of the wound, the pain gave me relief. New scars had overlap my old ones. All over my wrists. I'm now done. So done right now. I'm going to run away.
My stuff are packed and ready. I guess I'll be going now. And I guess I'll write again when my life becomes better... Goodbye for now....
Fay
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Hey guys again. Here's another chapter thingy... Hope you like it...
~helpidkausername
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The Diary Of My Life
FanficHe saved my life. He made me feel special. He loved me. He also broke my heart. And now I'm gone and now, he's regretting. But, he found my diary.
