27 April 2014

22 2 0
                                    

4/27/2014

Today is a sad day. Remember Hazel? She's in a coma. I... don't understand how... why? I already had a fudging shitty childhood, when life had already started to get wayyyyy better, this happens? Why? Sigh. Hazel was in a car with her parents and a STUPID, I repeat, STUPID truck driver decides to drive through the RED LIGHT and KILLED her parents and left her in a COMA. Plus, he didn't even get INJURED and just had a few stitches. Merome knows about this, both trying to comfort me. But I can't but comforted, my first friend since like forever and now she's gone. Not literally, but still. I haven't eaten yet, wasn't hungry. I started up cutting again. Why me?

"Hey, umm, Fay?" Mitch knocked on the door softly. "It's Alex," I shot back, didn't want to be disturbed. "But..." Mitch trailed off. "It's Alex."

Then, this happened.

"Alex, maybe this isn't the best time but, do you want to go out with me?" He proposed. My eyes lit the fuck up. Yes, was what I said, because no one ever asked me that before, not like I actually thought they would. Stupid parents. I just... I don't even know. How? Why? Gah.

I wanted to be called Alex is because Fay is too 'innocent'. Alex is more 'cool'. I'm no innocent little girl anymore, I'm a girl, with a difficult past, with a friend in coma, with a YouTube family.

New subject: Mitch.

Yup, call it a date, whatever you want to call it. We went to Tim Hortons (never been there or Canada) and we ate food (what food are the in TH?). Then, we went to an amusement park (pfft amuse) and like, freaking roller coasters and cotton candy and shit, just awesome. Then, back home we went. Today, you can say that today is a good and bad day.
-------~~~~-------~~~~-------
Hooray for crappy ending. I just wanna do my sequel... Whatevs. Have fun.
~helpidkausername

The Diary Of My LifeWhere stories live. Discover now