4. Crime *descriptive suicide attempt*

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a few days later the bullying continued

No one has talked to me. Not even the boys.

I stand at my locker and people continue whispering about me.

"She'd probably fuck anyone for free." Hallie said, walking past me and I sigh.

I bang my head on the locker and I lift my sleeve, revealing the cuts on my arm. I pull my sleeve down and I open my locker.

I grab the pair of scissors and I look in the mirror I had in my locker.

I cut my hair into a bob and I throw the scissors in my locking and I throw the hair away.

Everyone was looking at me and I look at them.

"The fuck are you looking at?!" I yell and they keep walking.

after school

I grab my bag and walk out of school. I walk to the movie theater and change into my uniform.

I stand at the snack bar and Jonah walks in. He stands next to me and I stare forward.

"I like your hair." he says out of nowhere and I look at him.

"Thanks I guess." I say and I help a few customers.

Hallie walks in and she looks at me.

"What would you like?" I ask as she looks down.

"I'm sorry..." she says as I scoff.

"You're just gonna act the same tomorrow. You just want to keep your reputation golden right? Don't wanna be seen talking to a slut."

"It's not like that... Why did you send the pictures?" she asks.

"Why the fuck do you care? You don't! You don't care about me! If I came up missing nobody would care! If I KILLED MYSELF no one would give a shit! You called me a slut and you always will because you only care about yourself." I snap as she slaps me really hard and I hold my cheek.

"I'm saying sorry, whore." she says as I look at her.

"You can't say sorry after doing that!" I yell and she sighs.

"You said you were my best friend. You're doing a really shitty job." I say and she leaves.

I sigh and sit down. Me and Jonah's shifts were over and we walk out.

"Emma..-"

"Why are you talking to me?" I interrupt as Jonah sighs.

"I'm sorry. I really am sorry. I was just disappointed but I want to know what happened." he says.

"If you were my best friend, you wouldn't be embarrassed to talk to me at school. You would be sticking by my side, helping me through this." I say.

"I'm not embarrassed. What happened?" he asks.

"Nothing important. Because I'm just a slut." I say as I walk away.

"Emma!" he yells but I ignore him and continue walking home.

It got late and I told my mom I was going for a walk. I see that at Chase's house there was a party.

I walk in, not caring and I go to the hot tub. I take off my stuff and sit in there. I think about how my life twisted all because of Chase.

And guess who got in, yeah, Chase.

"I didn't know you were here." he says as I look at him coldly.

"You ruined everything for me. You blackmailed me and then sent those pictures to everyone. You're a piece of shit." I say as I get ready to leave but he pulls me back.

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