This is aimed at multiple different people, and I know none of them are reading this but if somehow you find this, you will know who you are.
I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I'm sorry I don't meet up to your standards. I'm sorry that I get way to focussed on something else that I forget about you. I'm sorry that I'm never going to be the friend you want. I'm sorry that I'm never going to be the friend you need. I'm sorry that I don't process things the way I should. I'm sorry that I burden you with all my problems, them freak out when you tell me yours. I'm sorry I seem rude. I'm sorry I seem angry all the time. I'm sorry that I pushed you away. I'm sorry that I had a life different to this that you weren't in. I'm sorry that I tried to find some form of happiness but you didn't like it. I'm sorry that I feel as if everybody is against me. I'm sorry that I have terribly bad trust issues. I'm sorry that I put up walls. I'm sorry that I question everything about myself. I'm sorry that I write stupid songs and poems to feel better. I'm sorry that I need your opinion on everything to feel accepted. I'm sorry that I don't just slack off and be stupid at school. I'm sorry that I get high marks. I'm sorry that I am smarter than you. I'm sorry that I try to fit in. I'm sorry that I can't fit in. I'm sorry that I can't deal with myself. I'm sorry that I'm not ready for 'that'. I'm sorry that I can't explain myself. I'm sorry that I can't help you understand my mind because not even I understand it. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
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Rants, tags, and random crap
Non-FictionThis is a book where I rant about any small inconveniences that happen in my life, and where I respond to tags and whatnot.
