Falling for my father's best friend - BWWM

So far, but so close

Previously on FFMFBF 

''What's up with the doe eyes'' Melissa asks as we get in the car.

''What do you mean? I ask confused.

''Yeah it's like you just saw the hottest guy ever'' Emma adds.

''Shit, you can tell?'' I say rubbing my eyes annoyed with myself.

''What are you talking about?'' They both ask in unison.

''I may or may not have kissed Nicholas'' I say quietly. Emma quickly stops the car and I feel our my body have a mini panic attack.''Emma what the hell!' Melissa and Emma turn back at me with shocked looks on their faces.

''You did what?!''

***

I don't know why I told them about what happened. I guess it was because I needed to be able to vent about the whole situation and these two were my best friends, they are the best possible option to tell this type of thing to. After I explained everything that happened they were surprisingly chill about the whole thing, well as chill as they could be. 

''I still can't believe you guys actually kissed'' Melissa says as we reach the school and get out of the car. 

''Neither can I honestly. You guys can't tell anyone, seriously'' 

''Who would we tell? Our other friends?'' We all look at each other and start to laugh knowing we only had each other. We never ventured outside of our circle other than when we were at parties. It's just been us three since kindergarten and I wouldn't have it any other way. I trust these two with my life. 

''I know, it's just that this is huge and If anyone found out or worse if my parents found out I'd be dead'' I say starting to overthink.

''Don't worry we won't tell anyone, plus it was just a kiss right? I doubt anything further will happen. Trust me you will meet some other cute guy and forget about Nicky boy no matter how hot he is'' I tried to believe in what Emma was saying but I just couldn't. No matter how hot Nicholas was it wasn't just about that. The attraction wasn't just with his looks, or even the kiss we shared but that we spent a whole night talking about him and I, our aspirations and our past. I felt like my soul had been searching for someone like him for a long time. It's ridiculous that I'm even thinking this deeply about someone I just met. But it was like I was in some kind of movie or book about how a girl falls madly for someone who matches her perfectly, but that doesn't happen in reality. Does it? 

***

The day was going by slowly, It was finally the last class of the day but I was feeling like the whole week had already gone by. The professors would talk about whatever subject the class was for and I just sat there thinking about the night before. How good it felt to talk with someone for hours and not get tired, his smile, or how his lips felt on mine when we kissed, his eyes when they looked at mine or how his hand felt on my cheek. I was starting to think that it was all just a dream because how could something in reality feel this good. 

''Miss Williams'' 

It was really hard trying to get Nicholas out of my head and school was probably not the best place to think about him. 

''Miss Williams''

I shouldn't be thinking about him anywhere but I couldn't control my thoughts as much as I wanted too. 

''Yo the teacher has been calling you'' Ryan nudges at me and points to Mrs. Darling. 

''Miss Williams I know we are all tired after the weekend but please pay attention, class is almost over'' She says with a sigh and a small smile on her face. I felt bad because Mrs. Darling was my favourite professor and has always been kind to me.