Little Alpha Of Mine (BOYXBOY)

Part 15

Dedicated to A_rock

Micah's POV

*Three years later*

"Get back here!" I growl playfully as I chase my beautiful children around a meadow. They have all grown up to be even more beautiful and I would be lying if I said it doesn't hurt to look at them some times. They all look so much like their daddy. Especially little lot. She is the only one who has his eyes. I look down when I feel a tug on my pants to see three little faces looking back up at me.

    "What's wrong, father?" Lex asks.

    "Yeah, you're crying." Leo adds.

I crouch down so I'm on thir level and pull all of them into my arms.

    "I'm fine, darlings. I was just thinking about your daddy."

They all nuzzle into my arms before Lot asks,

    "Tell us about our daddy?"

I take a deep breath and wait for them to all get situated.

    "Well, first of all, your daddy is beautiful. You got your eyes from him, Lot, and you, Leo, got your hair from him. You all have his smile. He is a about a head shorter than me and really petite. His name is Ethan. His father is the alpha of the HeavenlyWay Pack and he has two older brothers Richard and Carson, your uncles. He is really sweet and funny and just a tad bit selfish and he loves you guys more than anything."

I trail off, staring into space, thinking of my mate, until the touch of little hands brings me back to Earth.

    "Of daddy loves us, then where is he? Why isn't he here, with us?"

My breath catches in my throat and the waterworks start us again. I don't answer them, just pull them back into my arms and cry into their hair these past three years have been a living hell, I swear the only reason I've lived through them is my beautiful kids. I don't even want to think about how Ethan is faring. But he has his family and he promised me that he would keep living. I hang onto that, but it still hurts impossibly bad, being so far from my mate. Now I live in a little two bedroom cabin on the woods about three territories away from the HeavenlyWay Pack on no man's land. I couldn't make myself move any farther away from Ethan but this, in a way, is even worse. I'm so close, but I can't go see him. It really is living hell.

After a while, when the kids get sleepy, I care them back to the cabin. I give them thir baths and put them to sleep after supper, and it's time for me to go to sleep. I honestly don't want to sleep. It's always hard for me to fall asleep in a bed without Ethan, and every time I do, I have nightmares about him getting hurt because I'm not there to protect him. Yeah, who needs sleep anyways?

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Sorry for the super short chapter, I haven't how time to do much else since I've been in the kitchen all day. Speaking of, HAPPY THANKSGIVING!! Hope y'all have all had a great one! What I'm thankful for is all of my awesome fans and readers!! Y'all seriously make my day eyerytime someone comments or the like. Y'all are the best!! Good eats!

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