Shawns P.O.V
" Taylor I have to tell you something"...
Those words floated around my head all of the dinner and the rest of the evening. After we cleaned up and my mom left for nightshift. It was him and me.
I stared at him deeply, yet I hesitated. The eyes that I thought I could be so open and honest to looked back at me and I suddenly was speechless. He loves me, he truly loves me and I don't know if I can reciprocate that love back. Even though I really want to
I get out of my gaze and recollect myself
" You don't have to say it back if you're not ready," Taylor said
" I - I just, I always wanted to be completely honest with you and unconditionally myself. That how you make me feel Taylor. Like, I could say and do anything and you wouldn't look at me differently" I said
" I would never look at you differently, ever. You know that " He said taking my hand into his, making me stare into his eyes
I took a deep breath
" I have a condition, something that hospitalized me when I young. All my middle schools days were in hospital rooms, getting pricked with needles and running tests" I say
He looked up at me concerned but held my hand a little tighter
" They said it is a blood disorder, it causes me to get dizzy a majority of the time, nothing regulates properly expect with medication," I say
" Shawn, you think telling me that will make me think less of you. Your crazy Mendes " He says with that bright smile of his
He continues
" I am in love with you, and nothing you tell me is going to scare me away... ever," Taylor says pulling me close
" Number 3, complete," I say smiling up at him
" Number 3 on my list was to tell someone about my disorder, someone that I trust," I say
He kisses me and I don't hesitate one bit. Comfort takes over my body and I feel like I'm floating. Maye this love thing isn't so bad after all.
A/N
2020 UPDATE,
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