So i wake up the next morning but at first i was confused by where i was and how i got here then remember what happened yesterday with alex and he's still in me and i mentally yell at myself then i kinda thought it felt nice so i started moving and i hear alex groan so i got fast and i feel alex put his hands on my waist and he holds me up slowly and starts fucking me upward god it felt good and we where both moaning loudly then i moaned in Alex's ear"you like that?""yes baby just like that fuck me"and he goes fast with that i feel the passion in his strokes like he never wanted to cum i love how he makes me feel god hes so rough but i love it specially when he calls me his slut i was on the verge of cumming but didnt i held it and let him fuck me i loved to see his face from on top fucking me hard and rough"ahhh joder tienes que joder para mi presocia""si alex lo que tu pidas"and i cum with that and feel alex cum after then I feel Alex get off"i didnt know you like it rough?""you didnt?""yeah i assumed you didnt because you seemed innocent""lmao no"he kisses me and gets up to shower i follow we shower and get ready we end up going to the park for a bit its pretty nice to get out of the house i feel so trapped in the house i can actually think but sometimes i want to br alone its not that i dont wanna be with Alex i just wanna be alone without him being there like to let me think sometimes i wanna feel free and do what i want and sometimes with alex i cant but its fine i like being with him but i want more me time when im with him its about him or us i want "me"time I just wanna get My Thoughts out and cry if i have to ive never cried infront of alex and i dont plan on doing so i dont wanna put him under pressure and make him think hes doing wrong when he's not hes doing his best and i love him for it but at times i dont deserve him theres times where i think to myself if i want to be with Alex or is it the fact that i wanted to get over my ex?not only that ive though about even leaving Alex for him if he came back but ik its wrong but i cant i love him to much its irritating but in happy he makes me happy even tho i dont deserve him ik i dont he tells me i do but i dont i think alot about what has happened all our memories and i love ever second of them but its not 'him'
