Once Upon A Faction....

I DIDN'T FEEL THE SPARK!

Tris POV:
Her darling blue eyes stare at me for a while before saying something.
" help."
I don't understand. But I'll try. Ruby needs my help. Somehow.
" okay."
I stroke her hair and leave. Leave confused.
I go down to get myself a glass of water when I see four. He lifts me up. Spinning me sound playfully. Lovingly.
" school tomorrow?"
" ughh yes."
" you'll live baby girl."
" we'll see."
" I'll be there."
" I guess I'll survive."
Four rubs my nose with his before kissing my forehead. We lay on the couch together watching movies and I fall asleep cuddled up in his arms.
Four POV:
Tris is asleep on me. I'll let her be. She desperately needs that rest. I kiss that top of her head and without moving drift off myself.
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Tris POV:
I check my phone. 6:30am. Ughh. Better peel myself from Four to go to school. "
Wakey wakey handsome."
Four rubs his eyes and sights me.
" this makes mornings better" he replies before giving me a morning hug.
" morning baby girl" .
We get ready and off we go. Walking through the halls felt so new again, I kind of didn't mind it. I saw Chris and she waved enthusiastically. Gotta love her. Four kept his arm wrapped around my waist protectively. I looked up with expectant eyes. He gave in. His lips touched mine in a soft and subtle way. As we kissed I felt that spark I always get with him.
Four POV:
I didn't feel the spark. Why can't I feel the spark?
I awkwardly walk tris to her first class. I'm in it too. We sit at the back with the other dauntless and listen. Sort of. Us dauntless like to mess around out the back whilst the others. Like erudite, are the teachers pets. We like it that way. Tris attempts to hold my hand. I somehow refuse though. Something doesn't feel right. I'm looked at with a disappointed expression. Guilty as I am. I just can't do it.
Tris POV:
I feel my eyes welling up. This is weird. Doesn't he love me? I don't even. What's going on? Chris sights me in pain and makes the excuse to go to the bathroom , yanking me with her. It was a male teacher, they can never keep us from the bathroom. You know , female issues. Chris starts to question me when I realise that I'm probably overreacting.
" it's fine. I. I, umm, I'm just overthinking. Fours probably just stressed. It'll all be okay.

A/N:
So this is my first authors note. Yay? So I'm really enjoying writing this story. But. This chapter was kind of bad. Did I make up for it with the last few bits? I don't know. I've been really busy lately. My life's pretty messed up. But don't worry. I'm never gonna stop writing. I write in the car a lot. It's a good time. Here's the thing though. I've never actually been in love or in a relationship so this is new. But it's exciting. I totally love FourTris!