The depth of my heart

Scarred

You and I are like dusk and dawn.
The darkness before the sunrise and the darkness after sundown.

The relationship we are in is of a  violator and victim
The only feelings we exchange are rage and sorrow.

You were once so bright and lively,
I'd rather be stuck in an illusion than wake up to my ugly reality.

There Was a time when you were my universe
Now all you are to me is just perverse.

The thing you have become to me is a Devil.
The person you are now is outright evil.

You never even thought for a second before stabbing me
That it is my soul that you have killed and not my body

I've risked everything to be by your side,
But the only thing you've done is trampled all upon my pride.

You've lost nothing......
so you don't know what it feels.

It Feels like a life without dreams and desires.
A life where I'm just alive and not really living.

Coz although you may be happy and content with yourself
I'm the only one who lost everything including myself.

I'm stuck with you with all this heartache and pain
If only I knew love would've been so painful........

I would've chosen to hate you before loving you
But now, what can I achieve by hating you.

All I hate is myself for being loyal to you
Loving you unconditionally is my deepest regret.

You've never once trusted me for my sincerity
Nor my love for you.

Now all I say to myself is I hate you!!!
You worthless thing how could you lose yourself to you