The depth of my heart

I do

All it took for me to ruin myself was saying I do
All I had to say was I do
That's when my life went spiralling towards ruins
When you asked if I'll stay with you forever
I said I will always and forever
And that's when all the torture began
When you asked me do I love you
I said I do and a lot more than love you
That's when you tried your best to make me hated by everyone else
When I said I wanted freedom
That's when you imprisoned me forever
Now the only freedom I'll ever get is by death
I am merely an object in your possession
You toss and dump me whenever you're done with me
With no sentiments involved
I hold no importance to you
You look past through me as if I'm invisible air
I'm just a speck of dust
A something that has been there for far too long
My loneliness has drove me crazy but you don't really care
I'm scared to step into the outside world
For I have been a prisoner in my mind for ever
The thought of the new world outside gives me anxiety
Because you're my only world I've ever known