𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑵𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌

- 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝕱𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖙𝖊𝖊𝖓

- Miandra as in Your name -

" Mia ! Would it be —" seokjin was cut by my sister shouting at us to hurry up .

" we already have everything set , you should come " she took the basket and left again throughout the door that leads to the huge garden , leaving us both alone in the living room .

" what were you about to say ?" I stared up at him .

His face wasn't brightened up like always , instead he was really down and sad .

" I'm heading home tomorrow, they called me over " he finally said , grabbing the suit case that was on the couch .

I noticed that his tie wasn't unfolded well , so i proceeded to fix it for him as i always did for Teahyung .

He was at first taken back , but then he relaxed under my touch .

" maybe it's time for you to carry on-"

" I'll stop when i tell myself too , not before an answer " i said before tapping clean on his chest .

He bowed a ninety degree and turned around .

I stood by the door , watching him walk down the steps to where the car was waiting for him .

" Namjoon will be leaving tonight as well " he turned for a brief moment , informing me before he got into the car and it drove away .

How come can i easily move on from love that easily —-

My aunties were really hitting it well with Namjoon over the passed days , i was so surprised how warmed up fast they were over him .

I mean who wouldn't. He was lovable.

All Kim son's were completely different stories from their parents.

More elegant , kind hearted and smart , not arrogant and most importantly down to earth people .

And Taehyung was my best example for all the five choices that i laid out .

I stood up in front of the picnic mate , staring at them who were deep in conversations .

How my sister would always laugh and look up at Namjoon with a sincere and full of love looks . I was envying him that he had my sister all wrapped up around him .

Maybe she was younger than him , but love had no age .

I was 19 and i fell in love with a 24 years old Taehyung .

Clair noticed me gazing when everyone was just neglected in their small talks .

She asked for my help before she struggled standing up .

" let's go for a walk " she exclaimed before locking arms with mine .

We walked around the lake , in the field of flowers .

" your parents always struggled with you when you were a teenager, loving a way older man than you ?what were you thinking " she commented before grabbing a sun flower and tugging it behind my ear .

I got a hold of it , dusting my hair afterwards.
" may have bugs in them " i shivered as i continued dusting .

" all teenagers are dumb at a certain age , do rational things such as falling in love and getting their hearts broken . But you defined all those things , you fell in love with one of the greatest people of our time , he considered your feelings and put them as his priorities to never break them off , you were all he wanted and everything he needed to complete his hollowed heart " she paused , the moment she saw those tears falling down .

I wiped them off before sighting and looking to the other way .

" he stood his ground and confronted your parents about his feelings , he almost gave your mother a heart attack but still , he was brave enough to stand against his parents words just for you and i think that's what makes you never give up on him " she brought my chin up , and smiled .

" for him , you should never give low hopes . You know how fascinated i am by your love story ? Right !" She then laughed pinching my cheeks

I gave her a simple nod before breaking into small giggles .

" god how i love him so much , i know i can never describe my feelings because they go beyond what words can ever express , and saying it with my whole just stands low to how it really is " i started with my philosophy as i studied secouriste in my first and second year of high school . I've always dreamed of becoming a doctor

" it's not even true to say that my heart can never love anyone but him because of course we don't feel from our hearts — the heart is bunch of muscles that are entirely deprived from all feelings , our mind is—" she cut me off as i was ready to risk it all and continue with my knowledge.

" god this child , cut with your scientific explanation "

" okay , sorry . But i can always say that i will love him eternally " i finally said , crossing my hands over to my heart . Slowly feeling it skip beats as i smiled widely .

" i love seing people fall in love again "