𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑵𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒃𝒐𝒐𝒌

- 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝕾𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖊𝖓

Miandra

I huffed before turning to my left side for the ninth time the passed minute . Usually i would drop dead or even wait less than a minute before falling asleep .

But , seems to me , this couple nights we're completely different .

I yelled in frustration before putting a pillow on my face and groaned .

" whoever is thinking about me , please stop i want to sleep " i sighed and dropped my legs down in a harsh motion making the bed squeak .

" okay Mia , if you're not sleeping can you at least consider giving me some silence " i heard Hana whine before i felt a stuffed animal hit me on my legs .

" if I'm not sleeping no one will " i mumbled before i took it and flung it toward her .

" ugh! You wanna talk about it ?" She stated , slowly i sat up . Elbowing the night stand that was separating our beds from touching .

When i finally caught her eyes , i sighted deeply .

" his in my mind none stop " i finally spoke , feeling a vibration in my heart .

" i thought you got over it two days ago " she sarcastically commented earning a scoff from my side .

She turned to the other side and started giggling silently .

" you are either in love or stupid enough to think you'll ever stand a chance next to him . " she started fake snoring .

Whatever it is , i know i don't stand a chance of course , but why wouldn't i still give up on my thoughts ?

" this is bullying , you are hating " i whined and she instead chuckled turning her head to give me a wink .

" this is what happens when you disturb my beauty sleep "

" define beauty when you look like Voldemort from the novel " i snickered as she gasped and threw her pillow at me .

" i was just kidding , go hospital please " she mentioned for me to give her her pillow back and i did .

" go to sleep and we will go to hospital together , maybe even arrange a surgery for you and your face " i snuck my tongue out mocking her .

She rolled her eyes and went to sleep .

I huffed and turned to stare at the light pulp outside .

Although the age differences between me and my young sister , it doesn't permit me from telling her all my struggles and stories , as she did the same with me . We could lie to the world but never to each other .

And that brings me back to where i was stranded minutes ago . Thinking about a guy i barely know .

Why did he kiss me if he wasn't going to do it another time ? Why ?

I forced my eyes close . And a tear rolled down .

Probably it wasn't meant for me . His indeed above my level and i shouldn't be trying to reach out for him .