• wicked is bad | tmr •

The Kiss

You were very shocked because he woke up and you didn't even expect it. "What happened?" He asked. "You were stabbed by one of the grievers so Minho and I decided to give you one of the grief serums." You said and waited for an answer, but he didn't answer. "Why did you go in there? You knew it was dangerous! I almost lost you!" You wanted to tell yourself you were screaming at him, but reality was that you were whispering and crying. No answer. "Newt? Are you even listening to me?" He looked you in the eyes for a few seconds but then he turned around. "I want to be alone." He said. All this time you were sitting next to him and now he wanted to be alone? You was pretty sure he doesn't know about your love for him. "Promise me, you won't go into The Maze." He observed his arm and was trying to remember some things, you didn't know what. "Okay." He said absently. Hesitating you walked out the cottage and you started to search Chuck. You found him quickly. "Chuck, Newt is awake. But he won't talk to me, he only wants to be alone. What do I need to do?" Chuck was the only one who knew about you love for Newt, because you could trust Chuck with your life. "Perhaps you need to say what you're feeling for him.." You shook your head. "No, he is feeling not good and if I tell him he should feel worse. Damn Chuck, please give me some good advice." You begged. Chuck laughed. "What do I need to know? I can't remember I had a girlfriend."

You went back to the cottage, where Newt was lying. "... anymore.." You heard, Newt stopped with talking when he saw you. Minho was sitting at a chair and it looked like they were having a terrible talk. "Oh.. I didn't want to.." You said and you was biting your lip. "It doesn't matter, (Y/N)" Minho said. "But he.." You walked to Minho and sat next to him. "I think it's better to leave now. You two need to talk.." Minho walked out of the cottage. There was a awkward silence. "(Y/N)?" Newt asked. "Yes?" You drank a little bit of Gally's drink. "You need to know that you're one of my best friends and I'm very sorry for not talking to you. I was scared, scared to lose you if I told you I remember a few things about my past. I remember that I had a girlfriend at home, her name was Stella." Oh shit, you thought. You didn't want Newt to have a girlfriend, but it was stupid to think that he didn't have one. He was too perfect to be single. "Oh, I didn't know that.." You whispered. "It doesn't matter anymore, (Y/N). I'm so glad I met you." You didn't get it. "But Stella? She's your girlfriend, I bet she would be jealous if she knew that we were best friends." He laughed and grabbed your hand. "Best friends? I thought we were a little bit more than that. I wanted to say this to you, so you knew that the past doesn't matter. We are now Gladers, we only have each other. There is no Stella. There is only you and I." He just called, no.. You couldn't believe it. "Newt. Do you love me?" You asked. "Of course. I love you, always. Even when I was going through The Changing. I still loved you." He leaned to you and slowly his lips touched yours. You were in a strong kiss. You two didn't hear that Chuck walked in the room. "Ah, you look so cute together." He said with a big smile. Newt and you both smiled at him.