My Saviour.

Before.

I stretch out on the old sun lounger enjoying some time to myself. I've barely had a minute to just worry about me since I started college and that was four years ago, but luckily I have one more to go. Then I'll finally be a nurse, just like my mother, not that she has made me pick my career, I was always interested in her job.

I plan to enjoy the sunshine this summer break though, before I have to go back next year. I hope to wear as many of my bikinis as possible, like the red one I have on now. I always buy bikinis with the intention to wear them, but they often get forgotten about and end up at the good will never being worn.

I hear the glass sliding door open and close and I try to ignore whoever it is, it's probably Samson my little brother. I sigh annoyed. Can I just have a few minutes to myself? Suddenly a heavy body lays over mine and I immediately open my eyes scared.

"Josh! My gosh you nearly gave me a heart attack." I squeal at him, my heart racing a mile a minute.

"Sorry Babe, Sam let me in, said you were back here." He says while his hands roam my exposed flesh, his lips grazing my neck.

"Josh, please. We can't do this here, someone might see." I complain trying to push him off of me.

"Sam was on his way out and your folks aren't home." Josh says trying to coax me into it.

"No Josh, not here, we have cameras out here. Let's go to my room." I beg with him, knowing how embarrassing it would be if my father came home and watched the cameras to see that.

"Fine, if you say so." He scoops me up over his shoulder and spanks my ass hard as he goes back inside. I don't even bother complaining with him now, knowing it'll only make him mad.

Josh tends to have quite the temper, it's one of the reasons he's so good at football. That's the only way he managed to get into he same college as me, was through football and his rich daddy's bank account.

Josh was the most popular guy in highschool and I was just some bookworm who had a few friends in the popular group. Of course Josh wants something he couldn't have and bugged me relentlessly until I finally agreed to go on a date with him. Only then did I see a different side to him, he was more gentle and caring.

With his friends around though he was a complete bozo and I tried my best to avoid him then. But he eventually asked me out and I said yes, it was because of him I got to be prom queen and he was prom king. Everyone thought we were the cutest couple, no one really knew my name though. It was Josh and his girl, Josh and his Mrs, Josh and his Baby.

I didn't mind this too much though because when I wasn't with him no one cared who I was and I got to focus on my studies.

After a passionate love making I lay on his chest breathing heavily, feeling hot and sweaty, I switch on the AC in my room.

"Hey I have something I want to ask you." Josh says running his fingers down my back, making me shiver.

"Okay shoot, just as long as it doesn't require me moving from this room tonight." He laughs and hugs me closer to him.

"Nah, I'm not done with you yet." I blush at his words, my core heating up all over again.

"No, but seriously, I was wondering if you wanted to go away this summer break? It won't be just us though, it will be Triss, Kevin, Chelsea and Mick. A group couples event if you will." I can see the plea in his eyes as he awaits my answer and as much as I would love to just hang here, a get away sounds pretty good.

"Can't we just go somewhere together? Without everyone else." I ask, preferring a romantic holiday instead.

"Well the guys and I have already planned it and the other girls seem keen." I frown, wondering why I was the last to be informed about this trip.

"Fine, I'll come along with you, as it seems you planned to go with or without me." I say sulking into his chest.

"Yeah probably. Nah I'm kidding." He laughs after I go to leave his embrace, apart of me thinks he isn't kidding at all.

I'm glad Chelsea is going though, she's my best friend and she helps me deal with the rest of them, I like Mick too, he treats her well. I can see them living such long happy lives together, with the most perfect kids.

Triss and Kevin though, I wish they were not going. They fight all the time and Kevin is super arrogant, Triss is always complaining or talking about other guys she's going to sleep with. I honestly don't see how they are both still together, when they are constantly cheating on each other.

Kevin and Josh are also super annoying together with their stupid bro code and sexiest comments, it's like they think the world is theirs. Josh is a much better and sweeter person when he's not with all his stupid friends.

I try to get along and fit in with them, but I usually remain quiet or only talk to Chelsea and Mick. Or if I'm really not in the mood, I study while they all muck about and talk shit.

I just hope that where ever we are going there's a nice pool and lots of sunshine. I could really use a stress free summer break to relax my mind before going back to study my nursing next year.