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.four.

the world calls for her; calls to be
heard — to be seen by the girl.
it calls to be what she's doing now;
for her to leave all the worries, hurt,
and sadness behind in favor of an
adventure...

but she's stuck.
she's stuck in an endless loop of
school, supposed-to-be-doings,
unknown plans, and never feeling
worthy of the air she breathes —
or the life she lives.
she's stuck wanting more; wanting
to feel good enough; wanting to do
more — or different — than what
she's been told she's supposed to
be doing; wanting to say hey, that
hurt me! or hey, i don't want to do
that! without being fussed at or
feeling bad about it later.

so, she continues wishing for a
different something.
a different mindset; to be tougher;
to be stronger; to be able to go
places and not stress about the
people there.
she continues wishing that she
could go to the places in her dreams.