Never Thought... | h.hj + h.js

𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚜

In conclusion, he comes to terms with himself that in order to get this feeling of guilt that's been chewing away at him. He needs to apologize.

Already dressed he slips a jacket on and his shoes. Hyunjin thinks he has an idea of where the shop could be. He's been too focused on the boy instead.

So he relies on what he can remember to get there. Looking from shop to shop. Soon enough he sees him. From the outside looking in he has an adorable smile on his face as he interacts with a costumer.

 Reaching for the door he walks in the door lightly chiming. Indicating that there's a new visitor. Jisung hears it, automatically looking up and meeting eyes with new incomer. Once their eyes meet the smallers smile falters a bit. All Hyunjin can do is crack a shy smile and give a little wave. Not wanting to frighten the other.

Jisung gives a short glance before he turns his attention back to the man in front of him. His smile reappears as he waves the older male good-bye. 

Hyunjin waits till he's out the door before he speaks.

"Hi" he says stepping closer to the counter

"Hi" the smaller says back.

"Can i talk to you... please?" Nervousness runs its course throughout his body, making his hands feel extremely sweaty. Hyunjin doesn't know what this feeling is and he sure doesn't like it. Jisung's gaze softens, clearly feeling the uneasiness radiating off the taller and sees he is unfortunately lost.

"Yeah, just give me a minute" He takes off his apron and strides over to the door to flip the sign. Turning around he walks towards Hyunjin grabbing onto his wrist, taking him to the back stock room.

Inside he swiftly closes the door behind them. Packs of bouquets surrounding them all around the floor. 

"May i help you?" He cuts right to the chase, not wanting to waste any valuable time. After that night didn't expect him to ever show his face again. Yet here he is, with him in the stock room. Of all places.

"I'm sorry" he abruptly says looking down at the floor. Too fast for Jisung's ears to capture.

"Excuse me?" Jisung can't help but cock an eyebrow already in irritation. And they haven't even really talked yet.

"I said I'm sorry" he repeats this time making eyes contact.

"Don't you think its a bit too late for that?" he mocks a laugh, stepping closer to the taller. "Where was that apology FIVE FUCKING NIGHTS AGO?!" his voice starts to rise, blood boiling his his veins, just full of pent up anger.

Hyunjin backs himself up into a shelf, trying to get as far as possible. "YOU COULD HAVE KILLED ME!," now he's just rambling. "speaking of killing a person, you had the chance to, WHY DIDN'T YOU DO IT?!"

Hyunjin felt his heart ache just watching the younger in front of him. His voice even cracked a few times. Just the fact that he is hurt by his own selfish actions makes his heart break in pieces.

"I - I COULDN'T!" 

"WHY NOT?!" 

"Because...."

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as soon as i hit chapter 10 of this story im doing a face reveal cause just me making it this far is a reward in itself.