Lavender is my bff me and she have been friends since we were 9 and were both named after flowers and I really wanted to go over Lavender's house but I wouldn't dare ask my parents. My phone started ringing and I answered "hello?" and it was Lavender "Hi Rose you think you could come over today we could go to the mall just to get some things off our mind or you know just to get out and have a little fun". I responded "Sure sounds fun but you know my parents aren't going to let me leave they never do the only time I get to go somewhere is to run errands or school". Lavender responded " I mean why would they care they abused you and act you don't even exist they shouldn't care" I responded disappointed "Lavender I gotta go but I will try if not I'll sneak out because I can't let them control my life I'm 17 I have to grow up sometimes I missed enough of my life being miserable". Lavender responded "fine but be careful please I don't want anything to happen ok" I got it under control thanks bye bye. As I walk down the stairs shaking I encounter my stepmother Amelia " Where do you think you're going missy to meet a boy " I responded " no I'm going to ask father can I go over Lavender's house and do a little shopping you know girl stuff" my stepmother responds angrily " Oh missy I know what your up to you can kiss your damn friend's ass goodbye cause you're not what the hell are you doing dress like that you know what I refuse to put up with you and your stupid shit I going to go get you're father" as she marches off to go get my father I kinda feel anxiety all over me what will he do what will he say. As my stepmother comes out of my father's room holding my stepmother and my sister hand I get into a worry as my father looks at me with rage he says yelling "Rose what did I tell you about asking me those question!!" I responded " but father I just wanted to hang with Lavender "you could hear the fear in my voice he responds "DRESSED LIKE THAT WHAT BOY ARE YOU TRYING TO GO HAVE SEX WITH HE SURE NOR A MAN ILL SHOW YOU WHAT A MAN IS " I responded as he balls up his fists"FATHER NO!!! " he punches me in the eye then the mouth as I beg him to stop Lily screams "DADDY WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ROSE DADDY STOP SHE CRIES " my father responded " Amelia get Lily out of here "
She responds happily " will do" as she drags lily into my room (we share a room in a cold attic) and locks the door as lily beats and pounds on the door. I respond " Why are you doing this to me I am your daughter why do you hurt me I promise just stop and let me go" he responds "Oh so now you think you're grown I'll show you grown alright !!" He calls his best friend jack over while my stepsister beat me with sticks and wood and tells me to go clean up or he'll beat me more. I hurry and run sorely pass the couch into my room where lily sees me and cries she says " Rose I don't like what they are doing Rose why are they doing this why are they hurting you are they gonna hurt me " I respond " shh lily I'm fine I'm ok they aren't going to hurt you I won't let them I would die for you I would give you the world if i could now get some sleep ok" she responds calmly " ok" while I go wash up and lay down in bed and I wake up I'm tied up and I scream for help Jack enters the room and my father says she's all yours I scream father no please no god no he slams the door shut locked jack grabs me and demands me to take off my clothes I repeatedly says no and he starts to pull my clothes off as I wrestle with him tiresomely until I can't move he takes off his clothes and says I'm going make you feel every inch of me little girl you'll love me I scream god no jack thrusted his penis into as I cries please stop he holds me down and thrusts harder while blood gets all over his penis I scream stop please nobody comes to help me I feel like I'm gonna die and so violated. He starts to speed up as I still try to fight even though I'm tired of trying he starts yelling yea yea repeatedly. OH YEA HE YELLS OH YE IM GONNA CUM I move even more I try to get him off of me so he doesn't come inside of me and he forces me down and he says I told you don't move and he thrusts harder than before and I feel nothing but tension until he explodes in me and he stops tiredly and I run out of the room with the key he had snatching it from him and running to the bathroom and taking a bath and I cry in the mirror what has he done I cry repeatedly as I beat myself in the head I'm nothing I'll never be nothing nobody loves me my family hates me no one will ever love a girl like me I'm ruined physically and mentally why do I got through things like this I want to commit suicide and leave the world so I can be in peace but I can't imagine what would happen to Lily god knows I need to be there for her I don't won't her to be treated how I'm treated or live how I live I try to set a better example for my sister but I'm nothing I'm just useless.
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Tell Me How You Hate Me
FantasyA girl who tells about the experiences going on in her life and how she sealed with abuse while she was young innocent and was mistreated her entirely life by her family.
