Tell Me How You Hate Me

Recovering

A year later... I've been Studying the spell book a lot lately things are fine Ethan is still under his parents rule ughh a lot has happened this past year i began to feel a kick a sharp painful kick I yelled ow and I just began to shake it out and I kept working then I felt another one so painful that I felled to floor I began to feel something wet I SCREAMED "MY WATER BROKE!!!" Ethan ran me to the hospital fast as possible I was scared I had no idea of what was going on I heard a voice "You're gonna be okay just relax and push" I pushed very hard and there it was my beautiful baby girl I pushed even more harder for the boy they were perfect they were so beautiful a few days later I went home when Ethan picked me up we named them after our middle names Jenny and James a few months later I went back to visit my town and Lavender who I missed so Much I mean I thought I had the perfect family until one day ... I found out that Ethan wasn't who I really thought he was I was startled in my sleep by the sound of yelling I slowly creeper in the hallway I heard. Ethan yelling on the phone I wanted to run up to him and ask what was wrong but something didn't feel right something told me to wait so I did I hear him talking to someone that voice sounded so familiar I heard the guy on the phone call my name I began to have flashbacks of Jack that's when I realized it was Jack my heart began to beat fast and rapidly I heard Jack screamed "I want the girl!" Ethan responded "we need her alive okay?"he responded "FINE BUT YOU'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME!! " Ethan responded " I know I know I know just give me 2 months I promise" he responded with "fine "and hung up the phone first thing came to my mind was that I had to get out of here but if I knew if I wanted to escape i have to play along so I told lavender about the plan and what happened she was just as surprised as I was I took lily and I packed I have never felt like I've wasted so much time in my life I spent a month planning the trip another two months moving in and another month settling in that's four months and the deal was two I began to freak out one day I might wake up knowing someone dangerous could be in home every morning and night I prayed that everything would be OK thank God Ethan didn't ask to come he told me he had business to do and I wanted no part in it one day I came back home because I forgot my children crib and I came and got them and put them into my truck with lavender and Lily that's when I went back inside to get the other things when I noticed Jack was there I hid in the corner listening Ethan says"Jack what are you doing here!" Jack responded "I GAVE YOU TWO MONTHS ETHAN WHERE IS THE FUCKING GIRL!!" Ethan responded "I DON'T KNOW" he responded with an evil laugh" WRONG ANSWER cocks gun*" I don't know what came over me but I had to do something I ran in front Ethan and yelled no shoot me all of sudden I spoke my mind I'M TIRED OF RUNNING YOU WANT ME NOT HIM LET HIM GO Ethan screamed"NO YOU NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE!!" Jack responded mm depends good option" he shot Ethan in the arm but he tried too aim for his chest when I grabbed him and wrestled with him until he grab me and choked me Ethan was bleeding a lot and I thought he was gonna die if he didn't get into the hospital in time I screamed loud as I can I'll come with you if you let him leave I promise Ethan " yelped no don't dis *in a weak voice I cried shh shh it's okay it's okay it doesn't matter long as you're okay that's when Jack grabbed me and put me in his car and knocked me out I woke up didn't know where I was when Jack wasn't looking I jumped out the car and ran fast I could he probably knows this city better than me so I have to get out of here I walked miles before I could find my way back I stayed in a hotel for two weeks until one day I was walking And I saw a lady who look liked my mother I mean I wasn't sure I Hadn't seen her in so long and I ran up to her and I screamed mom And she disappeared that's when I realize I was in the ocean I fell under water drowning I thought I was gonna die until my mother grabbed me and pulled me and whispered remember the water spell I began to to do a spell and i turned into a mermaid and everything in the ocean was so beautiful It felt like a dream come true i
Swam around for sometime hours turned into days and days turned into months I was so distracted that I forgot about my family and I had a Flashback of where really happened when I was asleep jack threw me into the ocean trying to kill me I don't know if it was on purpose or not because if he wanted to kill me he would've just did it right then and there I began to fill my body weakening as if The spell was wearing off then All of sudden I saw my mother again she whispered in my ear ear it is not your time my love you must stay here and protect your children they miss you I cried but I want to stay with you!! I'm nothing without you please I see you she responded yes you are you became your own woman you became a strong woman and a beautiful mother of my grandchildren and a wonderful sister you have so much more planning for you in this life My mother show me a flashback my family I saw Ethan with another girl I wanted to cry but I was under water my heart began to ache as I guess my air I saw my children were missing me I saw my sister is missing me they really meant something to me I knew that I was really loved then I responded to my mother how would I get back to them she told me just say the word I begin to change the magic words 00 way goes my past fading atlast I love being a mermaid but it's time to turn back As I swim to the top above the surface of the water I couldn't breve I was back human again the first person I called was my friend lavender and told her to pick me up when she pick me up she was in tears Lavender responded "oh my god rose I thought that you were dead don't you ever do this to me again as long as I live OK promise me" I responded with u promise and gave her a big giant hug as tears roll down her cheeks oh my God I really have some bad news before you get back home Ethan has moved on I responded with I know I know in a hurt voice she responded it will be all right and I responded with I know I know the only thing I am focus on right now right now is lily and the kids soon I arrived Home they were so happy to see me luckily Ethan wasn't over there to visit he was at his girlfriends house two months later I heard a knock at the door it was Ethan I said hey he responded with hey it's good to see you it's been a while I stated yea it has been After a whole awkward conversation it was just me and Ethan talking it was just us the kids were in school including Lily I asked Ethan did he wants to come in for tea He responded with oh no I couldn't I wouldn't want to bother you I insisted that he should he came in for Tea and we had a whole conversation Ethan begin to look me and my eyes and I looked him in mines His sweet brown hazel eyes just melt in my soul it began to get hot in the room the tension was on Ethan finally responded with well I should get going so I gave him a hug I really didn't want him to go but I have to remember he didn't belong to me anymore after I gave him a big hug he just started kissing me we begin to kiss roughly and he grabbed me tightly and pushed me a kiss his chest his whole entire body I began to takeoff his pants and unbutton his shirt as he begins to undress me We began to lay down in my bedroom where we first made love for the first time At he begin to stick his penis inside of me I begin to moan deeply as he was going deeper inside of me we made love all night long we even drunk a couple of glasses of Hennessy The next morning we woke up and I apologize for letting my horniness take control over me and emotions to Ethan but he didn't mind he was telling me it was OK because he didn't regret it I realize that I wasn't his lover anymore  and told him he should go he was the world to her why would I leave he responded and I responded you have to get home to her you want her you need her and I'll never be her and he responded with oh yeah that's right but you are her and I responded carefully and sobbing you can please go you hurt me enoughYou've already broken my heart for the last time I understand that you save my life and all but what you did was terrible He responded with I'm sorry OK I thought you was dead He responded with what would you do if you thought I was dead you will move on to I bet he got down on his knees please I'm sorry I would do anything you asked me to I began to cry and I told him to get up and I gave him a hug and I cried on his shoulder for the rest of the night So Ethan wanted to move in with me but we were together on the low his girlfriend didn't know about it but I didn't want him to break her heart because he was with her first so I declined his offer By avoiding the question I couldn't stand this anymore I grabbed my bags and moved away to Hawaii it was always my dream to move to Hawaii the kids loved it I've been saving for years to move to Hawaii it was my mom's dream too i was in my house wen I saw a note fall out of my moms old chest the note said something about a room called 304 it was dumb of me to look for the room but of course I was going to look anyway when I had time my Sister was getting sooo big years passed my step mother was about to die she requested to see me alone I walked in very slowly " you requested to see me ?" She responded "yes must dear there is something very important I want to tell you my child" ( I was very nervous because my step mother never talked to me nicely but I was still upset but it he poor lady was dying after all I mean I felt kinda bad for her ik she couldn't help how she acted) I responded " with ok " she said your mother she _ *interrupts I responded "LISTEN IF U YOU'RE GONNA CRITICIZE HOW MUCH MY DAD HATED ME AND MY MOM JUST SAY IT I DON'T HAVE TIME YOU HAVE ABUSED MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY MY WHOLE LIFE !!" She responded calmly " listen dear I'm so so sorry for how I treated I realize after you left what I've done I was a monster ok and I'm sorry I couldn't live with myself with how I treated you so bad I am guilty I take full responsibility (she began to shed a tear) and I will make it up to you if you let me finish what I was going to say please your mother is alive it's about time I've done something good in my life for once she is alive your father hid dis from you I was afraid if you found out about her your father would leave me I responded " why would you hide this from me I cried loudly you knew how much my MOTHER MEANT TO ME SHE WAS ME EVERYTHING !! YOU DON'T NEED HIM WHY DID YOU DEPEND ON ME FATHER (I cried uncontrollably ) " Rose I'm so sorry so truly sorry your mom lives in room 305 she moved last year she's been right under your nose the whole time I am so so sorry I did not tell you well (she began to gasp short of breath) rose go I don't have much time she layed there
I screamed crying "AMELIAAA EVEN THOUGH YOU MISTREATED I FORGIVE I TRULY DO PLZ DONT DIE THIS IS NOT THE ANSWER I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO IM LOST AND CONFUSED ABOUT THIS LIFE !"
she responded taking her last breath "you'll be fine that's all I needed hear that you forgive me I am at peace now.
S H E D I E D
at that moment I knew she was gone I wipe my tears and I left .